When I started this diary I did not expect a major character death yet here we are.
One of my internet friends was confirmed dead and his husband died 3 hours later. I'm numb.
On a more positive note: I've been Wattpad spammed by Nerd_Of_Too_Much
Thx bruh. I'm flattered.
Senpai hath noticed thou.
And I know you're reading this now. How's it going.
Hmm.
My internet friends are ignoring me. Probably mourning.
RIP Ethan
RIP Dylan
Hmm.
I kinda feel like crying.
Okay, so I didn't cry..,but I did laugh for two minutes straight. It felt really good but I think my emotions are shot.
I have to think of a 50th chapter special since I've got 4 chapters left until then...also every time I download music I'm gonna post a list of the songs. Like today for example.
Into a fantasy- alexander rybak
I'm alive- Celine Dion
My heart will go on- Celine Dion
The veldt- deadmau5
Guts over fear-Eminem
Wake me up when September ends- green day
House of plywood-JP Cormier
Gold- imagine dragons
Hold back the river- James bay
You and me-life house
Marry me- train
Cocaine cowgirl-Matt Mays
Cheerleader- OMI
Black Buffalo-one bad son
Night changes- 1-d
Dear Vienna- owl city
The power of love- Celine Dion
Make it stop(spetembers children) - rise against
Dead hearts- stars
Thriller- FOB
Happy little pill- Troye Sivan
Riptide- Vance joy
End up here- 5sos
They're either canadian songs or the titles of chapters of Lullibies, that Sufin fanfic I was reading.
I feel
Really sick
Right now
I don't know why.
Anxiety?
Or maybe it's my stomach
Being
An ass
Again.
Stupid stomach.
I hate you.
Still don't know about chapter fifty.
Food maybe?? Although I'm not a food kinda person. Hm.
I'll explain the situation in my family more clearly. That's what I'll do.
13 days till DW
15 days till BD
