I had to leave my room today. Damnit my seclusion ended. But mom cooked dinner and it's 2pm. I haven't eaten since nine thirty last night. And that was just a bowl of shitty milkless Cheerios to snack on while I wrote.
Mom said if I really wanted the satellite fixed I would call <previous next door neighbour who moved> to get the number of satellite guy. Mom doesn't even know his name. All she knows is the road he lives on.
So I'm reading a HongIce fanfic rn. I'm not completely into the pairing. But I've never been one to hate on a pairing. The story is hella amazing tho. I'm reading it because this particular writer has amazing prose and I LOVE angsty stories. It's called Like, totally crazy by @theseerofdoom currently, though by the next time I'm online it could be something different.
Speaking of which, I don't think I'm gonna have Internet access again today. It's been over a week. Help me. I'm going insane. I can't sleep at night because my sleep schedule is off and because I feel extremely lonely. I keep going through the list of people in my class thinking "they wouldn't be so bad." But most of them are in the academic classes so I won't get to hang out with them much. Also, a lot of people don't like me. I'm annoying. I can't help it. I laugh too much and squeal and talk about shit people don't understand. And they're all losers anyway. I need a real friend.
I mean I do have <guy friend> but he's not nerdy and we don't hang out at lunch because he's always got a shit load of girlfriends. His girlfriend (although whether or not they're still dating is unknown to me. Probably not though.) likes doctor who but she's a grade below us.
<kinda friend> is into supernatural....maybe I'll get into it too and then we'll have something to talk about. Supernatural, Chicago Fire, Luke Bryan and The Maze Runner. And Duck Dynasty. She's quite the country girl though and I think I have enough of those between my family and <guy friend>
At least I have my internet friends. Nope. They kinda ignore me sometimes.
And it's no phones in History Class. Which I can handle because, Well, History is fun. We spent all of last year just talking about how, when Canada was first settled, the french and English were just constantly fighting over who had nicer coats. Fucking fur trade. Now that's a Hetalia episode id love to see. I think I saw a clip from the webcomic somewhere online. But I can't read that until I can get a download for it.
I've looked. All hope is gone.
Maybe if I tried manga instead of webcomic....
Aaaaanyhow.....my history teacher is awesome. She uses accents and she just tells stories all the time. She used a puppet show to act out the events of WWI. Now, last year we only did Canadian history and we went into the Revolutionary war because without that knowledge we couldn't go into the whole "manifest destiny" thing and without "manifest destiny," without the world being afraid of America taking over all of North America, the British wouldn't have been like "yo, Canada, build a railway, form a government, and become a country so Alfred F Jones can't get all that land up there." And the weird part is...the majority of Canadians live along the southern part of Canada. We're all huddling against the USA for warmth.
That was a lot of unnecessary chatter. It's only early so there might be more later. But the current ramble is through.
If you think I'm lonely and twisted now, just remember I once didn't have a partner for a math project, and it was pyjama day, so I used the stuffed cat I brought as my partner.
I have 63 chapters to post now. Fuckfuckfuckfuck ihateyoumomma notreallybutpleasegivemeinternet.
