I honestly hate gym class so much. I don't understand why have to be constantly forced to do things I'm not comfortable with around people who hate me. I was having a panic attack and close to tears in class and everybody still yelled at me when I didn't participate. I ended up hiding in the locker room and trying not to cry as much as I could. The gym teacher found me close to the end of class and I did end up crying a little bit after I hissed at him to leave. I surrounded by complete idiots in that class and I seriously dont think I can handle it anymore. I've also been getting behind in sociology because I not have one less free due to the snow day. Why must I suffer like this? What did I even do?
I'm still not done my research paper. I only have the conclusion to finish thank doitsu. But anyway when I got home I curled up in bed and hid under the blankets and cried as quietly as I could. Now moms watching a movie on the tv so I probably won't get to watch Ellen. Just screw it. I'm not even going to bother watching it today. I'd rather stay in bed anyway.
I should go
-Shick
