Jin watched Rapmon as they listened to the two yell. They seemed to have forgotten anyone else was in the apartment.
"You're as bad as Rapmon." Suga screamed. Rapmon stood abruptly.
"I'm nothing like that controlling bastard!" Nari screamed back. Rapmon was gone in a moment and the door to his room had slammed behind him. She was right, he could be a little controlling. But she had crossed a line, and he found himself a little angry with her too. Suddenly she burst from the room with Suga yelling after her.
"I SHOULD'VE NEVER TRUSTED YOU, YOU CHEATING BASTARD!" She screeched so loud he took a step back. He resisted the urge to speak. She stormed out of the apartment and left the door to swing closed behind her. Suga watched her go, half angry, half hurt. Finally Suga turned and looked at him sadly.
"I'm sorry about that." Suga mumbled, embarrassed.
"And of course you expect me to help fix it." He grumbled. Suga looked down at his feet and said nothing.
"Well maybe I don't want to help you. Maybe I want to go..." He thought for a moment, "...get ice cream! You don't know." He crossed his arms stubbornly.
"Can you tell her it's for the best." Suga asked softly. He caved easily,
"Yeah, yeah whatever. I'll tell her you're sorry too." He grumbled and began to trudge back to his room.
"She started it." Suga grumbled. He glanced behind him,
"Grow the fuck up. You have a job now. Rapmon's obviously lost his shit. And by the looked of it, it's your shit now anyways." It was the truth. Rapmon barely did anything now. It seemed like he was afraid to. And Jungkook was only going to listen to Suga, that was becoming evident. Suga looked after him taken aback, but Jin couldn't take it back. The truth was always the hardest to hear.
He didn't know exactly where to look for Nari. It was a bit of a challenge, but eventually he decided to go back. Back to the high school. She might be there. The ride was long and boring but, if those two were fighting, it wouldn't be long before everyone was fighting. He needed to try and help, things were about to get much harder too. He passed by the elementary school and took a moment to watch the little kids run around. They were so carefree. He had never really gotten to be carefree, he wondered what it was like. It looked nice. Suddenly her caught sight of Nari, leanings against a tree.
"Watcha doin?" He called out to her. She jumped a little and turned around.
"Oh. I'm just watching my new sister." She sighed.
"New sister? Do tell." He murmured.
"My mom adopted a girl, because my gramma's running her life now. I just don't want that to happen to her." Nari pointed to a small girl sitting in the corner of the playground watching the others play.
"Why'd you come here?" He asked softly.
"Because I was so mad at Suga. I was going to just go home. Put it all behind me. Forget it. I just snapped, but when I got outside my door. I just couldn't. I'd rather fight with Suga than live with my family. That's fucked up isn't it?" She chuckled.
"Just a little." Jin laughed. They were silent for a moment, then he asked her another question,
"Why'd you get so mad?"
"I was upset because he didn't tell me, or talk to me. And I don't want to lose him. It's been so stressful lately. I just needed a break." She sounded more tired than ever. He nodded,
"We all do. But you have to understand it's for the best. It's better than just sitting and waiting for the Yakuza. And I know neither of you meant the things you said." He persuaded her. She looked away stubbornly,
"It still hurt." She grumbled. He sighed and shook his head.
"At least you still have him." She tensed,
"I'm sorry." She whispered.
"It's fine." He mumbled, staring at the small girl sitting on the outside, looking in. He watched her for a moment longer,
"See you later." He turned and began to walk away. She said nothing. He was pretty good at this. He had done his job and he had done it well.
He looked at the harsh, gray walls of the hospital. Ever since he had come back, there had been this aching feeling in his heart. It couldn't hurt to see her, just watch her. He was like that little girl on the playground, always on the outside looking in. He sighed and walked into the hospital. He checked in with the nurse and went to go find her. The nurse said she was outside, relaxing after a physical therapy session. He didn't have the courage to ask about her condition. Although he had caught a glance at the medical sheet. She had been prescribed anti-depressants.
He watched from the shadows as Eunsuh pushed Misook around in a wheelchair. He clenched his fists and fought back tears. He wondered if she could walk. It was his fault. He knew that. There was no one to blame but himself. Eunsuh looked in his direction, he took a step back into the shadows. He was pretty sure she hadn't seen him. But, she stopped and whispered something to Misook and began walking towards him. Well, it was time to go. He began to walk away as fast as he could without looking suspicious. Eunsuh ran after him and caught up quickly.
"Jin?" She turned him around.
"Hello there. Goodbye now." He mumbled and began to walk away.
"At least say hi to Misook ass face!" Eunsuh hollered after him.
"Wish I could." He whispered and disappeared around a corner.
If only he could.
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(A/N)
I'll end with Jin for now. i'm digging his vibe today. lemme know if u want a few more updates babes. its veterans day here. its a holiday. so fak it. fahk it. :P
