She waited anxiously for Suga to return. Jin sat beside her, Jungkook next to him, Jimin next to Jungkook and J-Hope on her other side. The TV was on and they were all looking at it. But no one was watching it. Everyone was thinking about what happened before Suga left.
"You're really gonna do this?" She murmured, squeezing his hands. He nodded, but didn't say anything. Rapmon stood sourly behind them. Jin threw Suga a black scarf.
"Stay warm." Jin commanded. Agains Suga nodded without saying anything. Jimin jumped on his back and buried his face in Suga's neck. Suga didn't try to shrug him off, he was deep in thought. Jungkook bounced up and down anxiously and J-Hope was running around the apartment looking for something Suga might have forgotten, although Suga insisted he had everything.
"This is fucking dumb." Rapmon scoffed. Suga said nothing.
"You're so fucking dumb." Rapmon pointed at him.
"Rapmon..." She commanded firmly but softly.
"Shut the fuck up." Rapmon growled angrily. Suga ignored him, she did too and hugged Suga. Jimin jumped off and she kissed his cheek.
"Why the fuck are you still doing this? Do you want to die?" Rapmon asked forcefully. Suga began to wrap the scarf around his neck.
"Did you hear me you colossal ass?" Rapmon yelled. Jimin nudged Rapmon lightly. Rapmon pushed Jimin roughly and Jimin toppled onto Jungkook. Suga still said nothing.
"Hey! Fuck face! Listen to me!" Rapmon screamed furiously, putting a hand on Suga's shoulder. Suga lifted a hand silently and smacked Rapmon's arm away. Suga turned and walked out of the apartment without saying anything. Rapmon stared after him in mute shock. Then he turned abruptly and walked into his room, slamming the door. Hard.
Jin knew why Rapmon was upset. It was subtle and probably no one but him noticed, not even Suga. But it was silently agreed that Rapmon was the leader, you did what Rapmon said. But now, Rapmon had slipped, he had lost his calm and his control. Suga kept his. If Suga cried, none of them knew about it. After V died, Suga was the only one that had any sense of direction and what to do. Maybe it was because of Nari, but she had eventually broken down too. Suga stayed strong. Jungkook immediately latched onto that. Jungkook probably couldn't tell, but if he had to follow someone it would be Suga. Jimin had always preferred Suga, but he had listened to Rapmon. That loyalty was directed to Suga now. J-Hope would do what Rapmon said, but he'd rather do what Suga said. They probably didn't notice it. But he did, because he let the same way too. Something was up with Rapmon, he was more erratic, and his decisions were clouded. Jin loved them both, but he knew he would trust Suga more at this point. Suga doubted himself, but he was taking the best course of action. The fact that Suga had chosen to sacrifice himself to save everyone around him had swayed him. Rapmon knew that. Rapmon lost control over them. Rapmon hadn't realized until now how safe he felt, and how secure he had felt with the others under his "rule". He sighed and leaned back against the couch. Then he stood and went into his room quietly. If Suga was leader that was perfectly fine with him.
Perfectly fine.
