He stumbled into the apartment bleary and tired as hell. He and Tadashi had spent the whole night eating and talking. He still hadn't wanted to come back. He couldn't look at any of them after what he had done. He felt like a part of him was missing, he felt hollow. He set his jaw somberly and walked into their room. She was sleeping soundly and she looked so tired. He couldn't do it. He wasn't going to tell them what happened. It wasn't worth it. He was doing it to protect them, not hurt them. He went back out into the living room and picked up the phone.
"Hey. My girlfriend and I got into a fight. She says I stay out too late and she kicked me out. Can I crash at your place?" He lied quickly, without missing a beat.
"Yeah sure. You know the address right?" Tadashi yawned.
"Yeah. Thanks." He hung up the phone, grabbed a few things and left.
She rolled over, expecting to roll into Suga's chest. But he wasn't there. She murmured in surprise and sat up. Maybe he was out in the living room on the couch. Yeah they had been fighting a lot, and it had been tense between them. But she couldn't imagine why he would sleep on the couch. She walked out into the living room, but she didn't find Suga. She found Rapmon walking worriedly out of Jin's room.
"Have you seen Suga?" She asked.
"He's gone too? I can't find Jin anywhere." Rapmon chewed his cheek unhappily. The door opened loudly and Jin trudged in. He looked deathly sad.
"Where were you?" Rapmon asked irritatedly.
"Uh..." Jin rubbed his eyes tiredly.
"Were you looking for Suga?" She asked.
"Suga?" Jin looked at her in surprise.
"Oh yeah. Yeah I was. I'm going to bed." Jin stuttered and pushed past them into his room.
"Why is he lying?" Rapmon asked softly. She shrugged,
"I don't know."
"We have to go look for Suga." Rapmon insisted.
"Yeah but where?" She asked. Where was he? Did something happen? Was he okay?
"I don't know. Just get dressed." He commanded and they went back to their rooms. She changed as fast as she could, but he was already out there.
"Let's just go to the grocery store. We have no where to look anyways." She sighed. He nodded and they left.
She pushed the cart around the store and Rapmon followed her.
"Nari!" Luhan jogged up.
"Oh I-" She began.
"I just wanted to say I'm sorry." Luhan apologized.
"It's okay. I'm sorry too." She apologized and smiled.
"Shut up." Rapmon commanded and pulled them behind a shelf. Suga was passing through the aisle. Her eyes widened, she couldn't believe they actually found him at the grocery store. But her relief was short lived. The man who had held a gun to her head jumped on Suga's back. Rapmon tensed and got ready to jump out and help Suga. But it didn't look like Suga needed saving.
"Get the fuck off me gay boy." Suga laughed and shrugged the man off.
"Suga-chan. That's no way to act towards your elder." The man pouted.
"Well, Tadashi-sama, if you acted like an adult maybe I'd treat you like one." Suga grumbled light-heartedly.
"Just get me my fucking groceries. Looks like that's the best I can do with you insubordinate little shit." Tadashi laughed and began to walk away.
"Man fuck you." Suga called after him and shook his head, smiling. Suga walked right past them and didn't even notice they were there.
"What was that?" Luhan asked.
"Nothing, I guess." She shrugged deep in thought. Luhan looked at her worriedly, but for once he left it alone.
"Well I'll see you around, I guess." Luhan waved and walked away. She nodded and left the cart behind. She walked towards the exit with Rapmon. They walked in a thoughtful silence.
"Do you think...he's beginning to...like it with them?" Rapmon asked, a hint of fear in his voice.
"No. Definitely not." She assured him immediately. Suga hates it there, Suga probably just got close with that guy, or it's an act. It's probably an act. But she hadn't missed the enjoyment in his eyes. She looked over at Rapmon,
"Rapmon. Is this even worth it?" She murmured.
"What?" He asked.
"Well, Jin is lying to us. Suga doesn't tell us anything about what he does. I never see Jungkook or J-Hope anymore. And Jimin, well I guess Jimin hasn't been around either. We aren't even a family anymore. We're all broken up. We're all too busy with our own thing. Is what Suga's doing even worth it?" She felt fear permeate her heart. What if this was all for nothing?
"I...I don't know." Rapmon stammered.
"I need a hug." She sighed and slipped her arms around Rapmon's waist. Rapmon was stiff for a moment, but then he wrapped his arms around her and rubbed her back.
"Thanks." She whispered and pulled away. Rapmon nodded and they went back to the apartment.
Well, at least Rapmon was on her side.
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