One Direction Preferences

Preference 49- You Have A Panic Attack And He Helps You, (HARRY.)

You Have A Panic Attack:

Harry: "This isn't fair." You tell Harry who just said that he never loved you, never cared about you, doesn't want you anymore. "Oh, baby, I think it is." He teases, trying to push you away from him, out of his life. You're already crying, you have been for a while now; Harry just calls you a cry baby. "Harry, stop it. You'll regret it." You stare at him, trying to make him feel as guilty as possible. "Regret it? I don't think I will." He laughs, turning you around so you're facing the direction of the door. "You're a waste of space." He mumbles, he knows he shouldn't say these things but he feels as if he has to. You mean the world to him, he loves you dearly. Why he's saying these things, even he doesn't know. He has to stop and ask himself, does he really want to loose you? Does he really want to push away the person that means the most to him? He surely doesn't. Almost in an instant he regrets everything, he realised that if he pushed you out the door he wouldn't see you again. It's too late for you though; the same thoughts were running through your mind. Are you really going to loose the person who you love the most? Is he really going to push you away? Are you ever going to see him again? Everything's became too much for you, your hands that are placed beside your thighs start shaking, start hitting against your sides. Your lungs seem to have spasms, hiccupping in a violent way. "(Y/N)?" Harry asks, his voice much, much softer than before. That makes you wonder whether he was thinking the same as you or he's just noticed something's wrong. You turn around, looking straight into his eyes, which have softened too. "(Y/N)?" He asks again, noticing your breathing becoming rapidly heavier. Along with the tears falling from your eyes, "hey, it's okay." Harry tries to soothe you, shaking the face away that you're starting to have a panic attack. "C'mere." He says as he pulls you into his chest, you push away though, being smothered is the last thing you need right now. Your tongue turns into a bank of sand; your whole mouth goes dry. Suddenly, putting aside all the other side effects, you feel like you cant breathe. "Harry, please let me stay." You whimper as soon as you catch the next breath. As soon as he sees the struggle you're having trying to breathe he quickly runs up and gets you a drink of water. He comes back through and puts the glass to your lips, you only take a little sip because if you take a big gulp you'll end up chocking. "calm down." He shushes, taking your free hand in his and smoothing over your palm with his thumb. He presses his lips to your temple and whispers, "you're not going anywhere, I promise." This makes you smile, through all this terror you're going through you realise that he does love you.

**Okay, sorry this isn't as good as the rest of them, I do apologise. Anyways, I think I'm going to do a song preference next but I need some more requests!! If you have any ideas please tell me! And thank you so much to IHeartMusicandPie for helping with the idea! I love you ;) anywayyyy, 5+votes for the next preference!:D**