HunHan [Book 2]: Dealing With Oh Sehun [BoyxBoy]

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Aba aba aba dami na boto sa LuKuto ah? Paano na ang hunhan? Wah! Yna Nya. :")

This is dedicated to @selufivetwenty Hi saeng! Hope you'll like this chapter. If I ever changed my mind.. paabutin ko pa ito ng 50 minus the special chapters. :")

Happy birthday Do Kyungsoo!:*
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Inabutan ako ng hot choco ni Detective at ng jacket. I'm still shaking and spaced out. Ang dami kong iniisip pero, mas inookyupa nito si Sehun. Nakakatawa ano? Possible na ako mamatay on that moment, heto at si Sehun pa rin ang nasa isip ko but it pains me even more thinking that he's with Yna. I kept on thinking what could they possibly be doing or talking? Naiisip pa ba ako ni Sehun? No.

Napatingin ako sa phone ko. If he does..

Tumawag na sana sya pero wala. Wala.

"Should I call your husband?"

Umiling ako, "Huwag na. Busy sya," sagot ko't hinipan yung hot choco, "Salamat nga pala, Detective. Akala ko... katapusan ko na talaga. Phew," Pilit na ngumiti lang ako. I'm trying to look okay even thou I am not.

"Ha? Pero kailangan nya mala-"

"Haha," I faked a laugh, "Baka atakihin pa sa puso yun kaya huwag na muna ngayon. Wag na," ani ko. Mas natatakot ako kung, di sya pupunta. FCK. Why am I even doubting Sehun's love now? He told me he only sees me, ako lang. He'll never cheat pero... bakit ganito ako? Na may batak na ang tiwala ko?

"Kaw ang bahala," He took a deep breath.

I took a short sip of hot choco, "Detective, gusto mo bang magkaroon ng anak?" He seems shocked for what I asked, "Hahah? I mean, nasaan nga pala si Khou? Ang sabi nya before, dito sya tutuloy muna." I said, changing the topic. Argh? Kakaisip ko tuloy kay Sehun puro anak anak na naiisip ko oh. Naaalala kong nagkaroon din kami ni Khou ng ganitong conversation nun at ngayon si Kuya nya. Hindi ko pa alam first name nya?

"I kicked him out, for now? Just until I can prove he got nothing to do with all of this" Mahinang sagot nya't yumuko. How tough it must be for him? "Anak?" Napatingin sya sa akin, "Oo naman, I also dream of having a small family," Nakangiting dugtong nya pa. "It's one happiness that is unexplainable like how happy my parents are when my brother was born. It's priceless." sabi nya.

Is it the same for Sehun too? :"x

Even though that kid is not his?

I remained silent for a few seconds, "Sehun wants one too, I think but, it's something I'm not capable of." Humigpit ang kapit ko sa hawak kong tasa, "I love him. I, I waited for him. I tried so hard to understand his flaws. Iniintindi ko kung bakit possessive sya... na ayaw nya lang mangyari sa amin ang nangyari sa parents nya, kung bakit ganun sya makitungo kay Yna," I paused for a sec, "Pero ako di nya maintindihan."

I bit my lips.. hard enough for it to bleed to stop my tears from falling but it won't stop. Parang gripo. Damn it. "Minsan kasi dahil sa sobrang mahalaga sa atin, humihigpit ang kapit natin para hindi 'to makawala pero hindi natin napapansin, nasasakal na pala." Tinapik nya ang balikat ko, "He's being like that because he cares for you. Maiintindihan nya rin," Naiyak ako lalo.

"Why do I feel like... he's slowly getting away from me? Simula nung aksidente, simula ng dumating si Yna sa amin... at yung bata. Am I being selfish? Gusto ko isipin na sana... mawala na sila," I said.

"Don't say that," He slapped my arm in the right amount, "If.. he is getting away, you just have to run after him, Luhan but if you're tired, you can stop. It will always be your choice 'cause this is your story."