Twisted tale of Negan

you?

I stare in disbelief, as i see my sister staring right back at me.

"No way!" Clarissa squealed.

She quickly hugged me

"How are you alive!" i ask.

She shrugged "well, after you and Negan left, Daniel and i became close.. He's actually around here somewhere."

Negan pulled the car around to where we were, and in one Swift motion aims the gun at Clarissa

"Negan! No!" i shout.

Unfortunately, he didn't listen. He walked straight up to her and shot her in the head.

I was mortified. Did Negan know that that was Clarissa?

"You monster!" i scream.

He turned to me "we cant trust the living!" he shouted back, definitely over powering my voice.

I look down at my dead sister and back at Negan "i hate you" i whispered.

He was taken back by my words "you hate me?" he steps back a little.

"You son of a bitch! You knew that was Clarissa" he walks up to me and tries to hug me, but i swing my arms around and hit him repeatedly.

"Enough.. Okay! Enough"

He grabbed me and held me until i stopped swinging.

"Go to hell Negan"

He slung me over his shoulder and walked me back to the car.

"Put me down! Put me down now!" i shout.

But of course he doesn't do as i ask..

He swings open the car door and almost stuffs me into the seat. He then switches on the child lock feature on the door and slammed it shut.

I can't believe he doesn't even say sorry!

He gets in the car "you aren't sleeping in the r.v tonight" he growled starting up the car.

And now, it was completely silent.
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We made it back to camp, and Negan didnt even look in my direction he just went straight for the r.v, which is fine. Im pissed at him anyways.

I walk around camp and all of the men are eyeing me, which i am not used to at all. No man dared to do that whenever Negan walked with me places.

By now it was starting ti get really chilly outside, and Negan of course still hasn't come out. And I'm deeply concerned, maybe i am just over reacting and should go apologize to him. Even if its faked, it will get me in his good graces again, and i wont have to sleep outside in this bad weather..

I slowly open the r.v door but Negan is nowhere to be found.

I hear the shower running, so i walk slowly and quietly to the shower, and open the door. There he is standing there when he catches me.

"What the hell are you doing in here?" he wraps a little towel around his waist.

"Negan, I'm sorry."

He shrugged and gets back into the shower.

I start "babe, you need to listen to me. Okay? I don't hate you. Nor have i ever? I stuck around this long, ill sure as hell stay.. I need you Negan..okay? I seriously don't see myself stable without you. I'm wounded... So whatever you do just don't go. I get that you want me gone,.but truth is.. I'm not going anywhere. Not without you."

i put my head into my hands and start crying.

"Dont you get it? I fucking cant be without you."

The shower stops and he gets out. He looks at me and nods "you can stay in here."

Thats it? Thats all i get! After everything i just said?

I walk out of the bathroom and lay down on the bed my legs open as I'm on my back.

Negan walks in "youre not wounded." he states slipping on some basketball shorts "you've just been strong for so long"

I sit up "yeah.. Something like that"

He gets behind me and starts rubbing my back. "You know, you dont always have to be strong. Shit, you can cry." he peeks over my shoulder and look at me.

"I don't like to its weird" i laugh wiping away tears.

He gets deeper into my back, it feel so good to have his hands on my skin.

"Lay down" instructed.

He looked at me and smiled "what?"

I stand up and push him down lightly, so where he is laying on his back.

I straddle his waist and start kissing him instantly. His hands trailed to my waist and to my ass.

He stopped kissing and looked up at me, his eyes almost animal like "thought you weren't in the mood?"

"I just want you so badly" i whisper. I feel him through my jeans after i said that.

I laugh lowly as i start grinding on him.

He bit his lip and grabbed my waist holding me there.

"Stop teasing me baby" he says stopping me.

I get up and quickly look outside to see its dark.

I find my way back to the bed and lay down.

He quickly hovers over me "oh so thats how its gonna be?"

His hands trail into the inside of my jeans, i melt at his touch.

"You cant hide this from me Lucy" he slid a finger in and i gasped out.

He started pumping and i fought back the moans that were dying to escape from my lips.

I moan out slightly

And Negan chuckles "Oh come on baby, i KNOW you can be louder then that"

He pumped faster and now i couldn't fight it. I was moaning until i tightened up around his finger. He pulled out and licked his finger.

He lays down next to me, and i try to steady my breath.

I'm only in panties by now, and Negan just in boxer shorts, i pull the covers up and over my body, and Negan pulls me in for cuddles.

"Goodnight princess" he whispers yawning..

"Goodnight"