Twisted tale of Negan

Flash back

"Lucy!" negan yells coming inside of the house. I spilled the red wine that was in my hand all over our white cashmere couch

"Shit.." i cursed to myself "yeah!"

I frantically run to the kitchen to grab a kitchen towel to clean up the spot.

Negan walks in after a few seconds i hear him slam something on the ground.

I cautiously walk back into the living room, and stare at him in his black suit he wears for work, he notices my presence and turns towards me, he shoots me a death glare and looks down at the wine bottle.

"What the fuck is this?" he growled looking down at the wine and the ruined 7,000 dollar couch.

"It was.. An accident you scared me acting like some sort of animal!" i screamed back at him.

He approaches me and smiles at me

"you haven't seen a animal yet" he stated grabbing my waist and shoving me closer to him so our bodies are pressed up against each other's he looks me in the eye and his eyes are filled with lust.

I'm scared. Negan has never been physical with me, he always did his abuse mentally.. But that could change any day? He is a ticking time bomb there's no telling what his next move is.

He tries to kiss me, but i didnt want to. Not after he just got onto me and made me feel terrible

"no.. Negan. No" i try to shake off his grip on me. But he doesn't budge. I can smell the whiskey on his breath, it was enough to make me dizzy.

"Come on. You know you wanna" he says trying to persuade me into having sex with him.

"Negan. I said no!" i shout. I finally get his grip off of me and he stands there.

He shoved me against the wall and held my arms down to look at me.

"What!?" he yells.

"Negan. Baby. No." i try to move, but he tightens the grip on my wrists.

"Let me go!" i hiss.

Negan doesn't instead he slams me to the ground and hovers over me.

"Cmon, we can make a baby!" he says.

"Negan you're drunk!" i spat.

"Yeah? So what bitch?" he took my hair into his hands and pulled it hard causing me to yelp.

"Either you let me do this. Or im leaving."
"Negan-"

"No. I'm dead serious. You let me fuck. If you don't. I'm leaving you Lucy. No home. No family. I'm gone do you really want that?"

I tear up "no.."

"No what!?" he barked.

"No sir." i stated quickly.

"Good girl."
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After a long night filled with sex, and abuse i wake up dry mouthed and in my bed. Negan is on his computer.

I try to move, but i cant I'm too sore, and my head is killing me.

"Here take this" Negan mumbled handing me a bottle of Tylenol.

I rolled my eyes and scoffed. "Thanks"

"Mhm"

He goes away to typing on the laptop when all of a sudden he stops to look at me.

"Lucy.. I'm so sorry." he says actually choking back a few tears.

"Huh?" i ask putting the pills into my mouth and looking over to my night stand to see a glass of ice cold water. I drink the water and the pills wash down and into my throat.

It was silent. But i broke it.

"Do you like hurting me negan? Wheres that sweet man that proposed to me in the gardens? The man that always made me happy?"

"Lucy baby. Im still me."

"No you're not! You are not the man that i fell in love with. Because the man i fell in love with would never in a million years dream about hurting me."

Silence fell again. It was quiet for awhile.

"I wanna get help.. I want to." he closes the laptop and turns to look at me.

I've heard his sad sob story a thousand times.

"Then why haven't you? Huh?"

He tried to put an arm over me. But i push it away.

"Im scared! Okay! Fuck. Im scared Lucy!"

"Of what!?" i turn to him.

His eyes are all puffy and red. He has been thinking long and hard. I can tell.

"You know. When you yell at me. It hurts." he says standing up and walking to the bathroom.

The amount of pain he causes me doesn't even match up to what he is feeling now.

"You know what? Im leaving." i stand up and walk to the bedroom door and running threw out the house to gather up all the little things i need.

"Baby! Please... Please dont leave me i love you.. I need you" Negan has been chasing me around the house.

Until he finally grabbed me and forced me to look at him.

"Please. Please.. Dont leave me."

"Negan i just can't-"

He cut me off by kissing me passionately. Its the most actual romance we have experienced in awhile.

My whole world stopped. And all i could think about was the man that was pressing his lips against mine. See.. When you love someone, you look past all of the bad shit they do. And a you want to see is what the positives are. And i truly love this aggressive man before me.

He stopped kissing me and pulled back.

"O okay. Negan" i say tearing up a little.

He does need me. I know it.. And to be quite honest with myself..

I need him too.