Twisted tale of Negan

Buddy

Rain poured down hard.
But that didn't stop me from lingering my hands all over Maggie's pale,soft skin.
I really didn't know what Maggie was doing to me, nor was I complaining.
Our bodies tangled up together, laying in a bed looking down at her as she smiled up at me. Made me tingle more than I have ever done before.

My lips attacked her neck, as she moaned slightly; causing me to smirk against her warm skin. Maggie is truly just so beautiful. From her eyes, to her incredible body, I felt so honored to be in this moment with her.
The amount of thunder outside, could not beat the loudness her and I were making.

"Lucy.." She moaned out as I kissed down her stomach and her inner thighs.
Smiling, I look up at her.

"Yes?" I ask.

She breathlessly closes her legs and starts to get out of the bed.

"Did. Did I do something wrong?" I exclaimed confused as to why she is acting this way.

She didn't say a word, instead she started putting on her clothes, obviously avoiding looking at me.

I stood up and grabbed her to look at me "Maggie, please?"
She shook her head frantically "Lucy what are we even doing?" She whispered.

I let her go so she continue to get dressed.
"I'm sorry" I quickly apologized, I sling my shirt back on and wiped away the tears that were just itching to pour out.

"It's not you.. It's me Lucy. It's selfish of me to push these feelings on you. Just.. You gave me so much comfort.. And I just took it the wrong way"
She started tying her shoes, and walked out of the bedroom and down the stairs.

I followed closely on her tail, I needed to speak to her. I needed to make things better.. I needed to comfort her like I always did.

"Maggie stop. Okay? It's not selfish at all.."

We make it to the living room, and she picks up Jr. and plops him on her hips, the sleepy baby rested his head on her and drifted off to sleep.

"Just save it Lucy. My mistake. You don't have to worry about it though. I'll just give you your distance" she whispered, considering little Jr. was fast asleep.

"No! Maggie, you're my best friend.. Why would I want distance between us?" I cried.

She shook her head "exactly Lucy, your best friend. You'll be just fine without me for awhile"

I put my head in my hands and cried "I'm sorry Maggie!"

She didn't say anything, instead she covered little jr up and walked slowly to the door. I cried and cried, I knew she was just standing there, I peeked my head up from my hands to see her turn back towards me.

"Goodbye Lucy" she said softly.

Lord knows all I wanted to do was scream, scream at her for being so insensitive. Scream at Negan who just kicked me aside like that.

"Good.. Goodbye.. Maggie.." I choked out as she bowed her head.
And with that she walked out of the door, and left. There was a very very awkward silence, why was I standing here crying over her? Did I have those feelings too? Is that why this is hurting so badly?

Whatever is happening I want it to stop, do I have these feelings for Maggie? Or am I just trying to find comfort in the one way I knew how?
I looked around the empty home, wondering where Carl and Judy are. Maybe spending some time with them would help me..

I had every intention of finding them. I walked up the stairs slowly, I peeked into Carl's room, hoping to find him in there.

"Carl?" I called out,I knocked on the door when I heard a sigh
"What?" He asked.
For some reason I panicked.