Twisted tale of Negan

Joy

Last night Rick has stayed with me. He watched over Katherine and i as the night went on. He finished up dishes with Katherine and even got her ready for bed.

He asked her if it was okay if he read to her tonight in place of Negan. She had no problem with that.

He read her curious George like Negan had. And it was like she fell in love with the story even more when he read it.

He read to her until she fell asleep. He smiled to himself and walked to me "she's out like a Rock" his southern accent ringing in my ear.

I smile and nod "she usually is whenever she gets read to"

He smiles and nods. We stand there looking at each other. When Derek walks up stairs "Hey! Where is everyone!" he yelled.

Just than as if on cue Katherine yelled out for Rick to get back in there.

We both sigh out in annoyance "just putting Katherine to bed... Ill read to her this time Rick.." i walk toward the room and sit.
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After my thousandth time of reading she finally feel asleep. I felt super tired. I walked slowly down the steps to see Rick and Derek about to go at it.

"Rick?" i asked confused.

"He is with those people! The people that tried to kill us not even two days ago!" he spat at me.
I looked to Daniel whos face was red "no, Lucy its not true" he says calmly

"Oh yeah explain this?" Rick challenged.

He then lifted up his beanie to see "w" burned into his forehead. Those were the exact people that attacked us not to long ago. Rick is furious and yet I sit here, frozen.

Just then Derek laughs and reaches into his waistline and pulls a gun at me.

"I wouldn't move sunshine, or your husband here dies." He nods toward Rick. He has his arms thrown up in surrender.

He clenched his jaw and eyed me.

I decided to roll with it "would you really kill my husband and I in the same house that holds our daughter?" I ask.

Rick furrows his eyebrows and agrees "yeah, not in the same house as my daughter.. Please."

Derek nods and laughs evilly "go get the kid, I'll kill her too"

I eye Rick, who has already caught onto my plan.

We were standing in front of the stairs, so Derek's back is turned toward the stairs, and Rick and I were starring at the stairs.

Rick nods and walks slowly behind Derek. Derek still has the gun aimed at me.

Rick makes it to the stairs and fakes noises to seem like he is walking up the stairs, I watch his every move carefully, he reaches for his knife holder and slides the knife out. I watch him take a quiet, yet shakey breath in and is about to slit Derek's throat when Katherine appears in the hallway

"Rick?" Her tired voice asks.

Just then Derek whips his body around and Rick quickly stabs Derek in the chest, causing him to shoot the gun. Katherine screams and I run to her.

Rick and Derek fall to the ground, blood poring everywhere, at the moment I'm not sure who's.

I take Katherine into my arms and hold her trembling body to mine. She is a hysterical mess.

I look back at Rick who has Derek pinned to the ground he lifts the knife and stabs Derek again and again in the chest.

He gets lost into it, blood is pouring out of Derek's mouth, I watch in horror as I watch the man who kept himself together very well fall apart. Stab after stab, blood flew everywhere, I turned Katherine's head the other way so she didn't have to watch Rick do this. She was so young to even watch it, I got mad when Negan used Lucille in front of her, and Rick will be no exception. Even if he was trying to save me.

Ricks last stab was in Derek's head.

He stood up, blood covering every inch of his body, he looked crazy.

"Rick, you're crazy."

He smiled and laughed "I'm crazy?!" He laughs

And it's scary. Katherine's head is still turned away, I sigh out and grab her arm. I lead her to her bedroom and Lay her down.

"Just shut your eyes... You will go to sleep." I say sternly.

She nods, she knew something was wrong with me.

I shut the door and make my way to the stairs. I see Rick pacing back and forth.

"Hey?.." I say calmly from behind him.
He quickly turns around and smiles "hey there. Is.." His face softened "is Katherine okay?"

I smile softly and nod "yeah, she will be fine.. Better question are you okay?"

He shrugs "yeah.." He looks down and laughs, a normal laugh "but I look like shit."

I laugh too "yeah, that's something I can agree on mr. Grimes.."

He looks up and we stare at each other for a moment, I stared into his eyes as he did mine, and I got lost. It was so easy for Rick to get lost in my mind. He could take me over in seconds. More then Negan has in a while, my eyes drift down to his lips, I study them.

I then realize what we are doing, we have done it before. And I do t want to stop it. He approaches me, as I did him. Standing nearly inches away from each other, Rick leans in slowly, not in a rush to do anything. I lean in too, allowing this.

He kisses my lips softly, and for some reason I moan out in response. I don't know what Rick is doing to me...

His tongue enters my mouth, he quickly gains dominance. He held my hips as he forcefully made out with me.

As we are making out the only thing I could think about was Negan..

He then corners me and his large hands linger to my sex, he cups on through my jeans. I open my eyes and he looks at me, his eyes full of lust

"Do you want this?" He asks lowly.
I sigh out "I.. I.. Negan" is all I can get out.

He sighs o in annoyance and un cups my sex. He ran his hand through his bloody hair. "You're... You're right.. You have Negan..and I need to accept that."

He goes for the door but I stop him

"No Rick, please.. Just give me time. Please stay, you saved me earlier.. "

He turned toward me "if I stay I can't promise I won't crawl into bed with you tonight" he says sweetly.

"Maybe I want you to?"

He smiles.

"But before you get into bed with me, you need to shower."