Twisted tale of Negan

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I woke up tangled with Negan. I knew I had to get up to check up on everyone.

I tried to move but Negan held onto me

"Where do you think you're going?" He says nibbling on my shoulder playfully.

I chuckle "babe I can't hide from them forever." I try to move but he holds me even tighter.

"Lets run away baby." He says In a serious tone.

I turn and look back at him "Negan.."

"Come on. It'll be just you and me.. a baby.. it can be the way things used to be, having a house to ourselves, having a nursery.. not afraid of anything" he says, trying to convince me.

I sigh and pull myself from his grip I pull on my bra and panties, feeling Negan stare at me.

"Did I do something wrong?" Negan asked.

"no it just.. that's not what the world is like nowadays we live in fear every day that's what we have to do. " I finish getting ready when I hear a knock on our door.

Negan pulls the blanket over his lower half and quirks an eyebrow at me.

"Who is it?" I called out.

"It's Carl and Judith" carl says from the other side of the door.

I look back at Negan and toss him his boxers

"Okay one second" I said, waiting for him to put his boxers on atleast.

As soon as he slipped them on I opened the door to see a sleepy Judith resting in Carl's arm.

"What's up?" I ask him quietly.

"Can you watch Judy?" Carl whispers looking down at his baby sister then back to Negan and I.

"Why?" I questioned the teen.

"Cause I need to go look for Enid. She's out there still"

I sighed "carl.. she's-"

"Please Lucy. Just. Let me do this." He pleads.

I look at Negan who shrugs. I turn back to the suspicious teen and sigh

"Does your father know? And don't lie to me" I said quickly, taking Judith and placing her over my shoulder.

"Dads with Daryl on watch. I figured this would be the perfect time to go.." Carl says honestly.

"You know I'm gonna tell him right?"

He nodded "yes, I know. But can you please tell him after I leave that way he doesn't come looking for me?" He asks.

I shake my head "I can't believe I'm allowing this.. you've got five mins"

His face lights up "thank you Lucy" he looks behind me "thank you Negan" Carl says behind me.

He looks at his sleepy sister and kisses the top of her head

"Bye Judy" he says sadly. "I love you.."
Something seems a little off. I looked back to Negan who seemed to be thinking the same thing.

"Goodbye Lucy" he gives me a long hug. I can definitely tell something's up.

He turned away and walked down the stairs. I turned around and set Judith down on the bed.

"I'll be right back"

I ran to the window and watched Carl take the van, and off he went.

I ran back to the room "something's not right" I said concerned to Negan

He nodded "yeah.."

"Im following him" I said, quickly sliding on my boots.

Negan quickly objects "absolutely not. What happens if it goes wrong. And you're the one that's screwed.." he comes up to me and brushes a loose strand of hair behind my ear "what if we can't have that life we wanted baby?" He says.

I clench my eyes shut "don't do this Negan" I say. "He needs me. I need to go. I'm sorry babe I've gotta trust my gut please watch Judith. I'll be back by morning"

Realizing he can't stop me he lets me go and I finish putting on my boots.

I go to walk away when he grabs my arm "promise?"

"I can't.. I Love you Negan" I grabbed the keys and ran down the stairs, I got in the truck And off I went.

Negan pov

Why the fuck didn't she promise me? I sigh as I watch the truck leave from the window.

I wanted more then anything to go with her, but I know she wants some trust for her to do things alone. I gotta back off a bit. But I'm terrified that she will never make it back, and my whole world would be gone and everything I changed about myself would come flooding back into my Veins.

I walked back to the bedroom to see Judith sound asleep. Boy was she the most adorable thing. I smiled down at her and laid next to her.

The more I studied Judy the more I realized she looks nothing like rick. And I wonder why.

I shrug and pull Judith into my arms and I hold her.

She snores lightly just like Lucy does. I smiled down at the toddler and kissed her forehead.

Please come back soon Lucy.

Lucy pov

I floored the truck down every road possible just trying to keep track of the van. But my hope was running out, the van was nowhere in sight, nothing but walkers filled the roads all by Alexandria. I can only imagine what Alexandria looks like.

I sigh in defeat. I'm not giving up.

I drive around some more and suddenly I see something in the middle of the road. My heart beats faster as I drive slowly up on it.

it was a girls figure, I turned my headlights on bright to see who this was. I examine he the body to see it was Enid. Or at least I hope it was her.

I stopped the truck and stepped out, aiming my gun at this person.

"Enid?" I questioned.
She turned around slowly, blood covering her mouth. I watched in horror as she just starred at me. She was t a walker, I dint think so at least.

I cocked the gun and than she growled at me.
She's a walker, she started coming for me.

I quickly shot her down right then and there.

I kneeled down next to the corpse and searched her for anything I could bring back to Carl. 

I found a old Polaroid of her and him, I shoved it in my back pocket. I took her gun and ammo, and took off her bracelet to give to Carl as well.

Just as I was getting ready I heard a shotgun cock right behind me.

"Don't move" a male voice spoke.

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