Twisted tale of Negan

Another one.

We make it to the warehouse, Negan hasn't Said a word to me. Which is okay, I'm just completely numb right now. I trusted Daniel and his word, but he lied to me about my baby.. How could he? She was just a child?!

Negan is emotionless, and i guess that's okay too.. I mean, i can't blame him, i Still feel like shit for sleeping with Rick. But if Negan trues to hold that against me, it isn't fair.

Negan and i walk down the long hallways yet again, only every single door we pass is closed.

We make it to the bedroom, and he unlocks his door and sets Lucille under the bed.

He is his body is trembling he is breathing hard. And all i want to do is just hold him. He still has blood all over his jacket, face everything.

"Negan..?" i ask carefully.

"Hm?" he says not facing me.

"Would you want a shower? You have blood.."

He stops me "yeah i think i just need a shower.."

He walks to his stuff and pulls out a tshirt and basket ball shorts.

He turns to me and looks me up and down. He sighs out "you comin with?"

"Would you even want me to?" i snap back.

He nodded and reached his hand out to me.

Surprisingly he isn't mad.. Wow.. Thats a shocker, if he was mad he wouldn't even look at me.

He led me down to the bathroom hand in hand.

Everyone in the line stepped back once Negan and i arrived.

We finally get to go to the bathroom. Negan starts undressing as do i.

I look over and notice Negan has bruises all over his torso.

I stop what i was doing and trace over them lightly

"Negan what is this?"

"Nothing." he slaps my hand away and turns on the water.

I shrug and get finished getting undressed.

Negan held my hand and we both stand in the shower, i sigh out in relief as the hot water hits my shoulder and back.

Negan starts talking really low but i cant hear it.

"Hm?" i ask stepping out of the water to hear.

"She's dead Lucy.. All because of that prick!" Negan exclaims becoming angry.

His anger turns to sadness, he just lets the water hit him and starts crying. Not like loud crying, just soft enough for me to know.

"Negan it's all gonna be okay"

I wrap my arms around his neck and make him look at me.

He smiles slightly and sniffles "why did you even stay with me all of those years, Lucy?"

I smile too "i was a kid crazy in love, you could say."

I continue "and when i look at you, i still see that man that i fell in love with. And i know he is still there."

He leans down and kisses me softly.

"Thank you Lucy "

He hugs me and we both are standing under the water.

"Okay, don't get all soft on me" i joked.

"Oh I'm not, I'm actually hard"

I let out a laugh and look at this goofball.

"Well, let's get out and take care of that then?" i wink.

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Negan and i got dressed as soon as possible, we were just ready to explore each other's bodies, its been awhile.

As soon as we stepped foot into the bedroom I'm lifted up and thrown down on his bed.

He hovers over me and takes no time at all to undress me. As do i.

His kisses linger from my neck all the way down to my waistline. He was trying to be romantic and i get it, but i needed him now.

"Negan.. Please?" i whimper out.

He laughs "okay baby"
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After our second round. We both were exhausted. We just laid next to each other panting.

I look over to him and see him smile back at me.

"What if we have another one?" Negan asks.

I smirk "Negan.. Im so sore "

He laughs "no like another baby, Lucy"

Im shocked "oh i don't know.."

He continues " ill protect that baby with every inch of my body"

"Oh its not you I'm worried about, its your people.."

He nodded "it would be nice though."

I smile "yeah it would"

I kiss him and put my arm around his torso and my leg around his waist as he strokes my hair.

"Im sorry for everything, Negan."

"Me too baby, me too"