Twisted tale of Negan

Battle scars

Never did i ever think i would be in this position, looking down at my bloody daughters body, her cries echoed in my ears. 

thanks to Negans rifle, attention was drawn to us fairly quickly. i didn't know what to do. there were several men coming our way, and i wasn't ready.. 

"negan.. negan!" i panicked, i didn't know what to do, all i could think about was Katherine. i hope Carl is protecting her and Judy. i know rick would be absolutely torn if something happened to Judy. 

"i know" negan growled, he retreated into the house, as did i. 

"okay listen, baby we have to hide.. okay?" he says quickly. 

i nod, and make m y way toward the kitchen, i grabbed my pistol and crouched down by the counter. negan followed, and we were hiding in the kitchen, aiming our guns at the entrance, ready for anything to come thru, my heart was beating fast, i couldn't take Katherine dying, not now. i finally got over negan, and Katherine is the only thing as close to family i have. sure, rick is family, but he isn't my own blood, Katherine is my one and only child. 

the firing from outside stopped, and as if on cue ricks front door swung open, i didn't see how many people were coming in, mainly because i was hiding, and if i cant see them, they cant see me. 

i heard loud footsteps going up the stairs, and i was terrified. 

there was complete silence, and it was horrifying. i stood there for a moment or two, and as soon as i was about to round the corner, i heard screaming, and several gunshots. 

"Katherine?!" i screamed, i dropped my pistol and ran up the stairs, and i wish my eyes deceived me. because the picture in my head will never ever go away. 

i saw Katherine on the ground, covered in blood with a gunshot wound right in her chest. 

"no no no!" i shouted. 

i looked up at Carl, who was wide eyed. 

"did you do this!?" i screamed. 

Carl quickly turned red "no.. no i.. i dont know Lucy.." 

tears formed in my eyes, i looked back down at Katherine who was choking up blood, she looked terrified, she didn't even know what was going on. 

"you... i hate you" i said to Carl, i kneeled down at Katherine and sobbed. 

Never did i ever think i would be in this position, looking down at my bloody daughters body, her cries echoed in my ears. 

"shh.. sh.. baby.. just relax" i put her head in my lap and stroked her hair. 

negan came upstairs, and already knew what happened. 

"luc- what the fuck?!' he shouted at Carl. 

Carl looked at negan "it.. it was an accident, she got in the way and it just.." 

"ill fucking kill you, you little shit!" Negan was about to charge at Carl, but i stopped him 

"hey! not now.. please!!" i shouted. 

negans eyes softened and he nodded, he came up next to me and sat down, we both looked down at Katherine, with tears in our eyes.

she was dying slowly in my arms, and i couldn't do anything about it. 

i looked over to negan, who looked a mess. he was very unreadable, he was just starring at Katherine. 

"negan.. our baby.." i said softly. 

he looked at me with tears in his eyes, i know he is trying so hard not to break down, i can tell. 

"i know.." his voice cracked at the end, he wrapped his arms around me. 

my sobs stopped, after Katherine wasn't breathing anymore. 

"shes gone.." negan said softly. 

"Carl! Lucille?!" rick yelled from the bottom of the stairs. 

Carl started to panic "what.. what do i say?" 

negan narrowed his eyes at carl "the fucking truth, you piece of shit" 

"hey tone it down" i warned. 

"no this little bitch killed our daughter! i should ring his neck right now" 

"whoa whoa, what?" rick makes it to the top of the stairs, he looks over to me, and noticed katherines bloody, limp body. 

ricks body color turned ghost like. 

"daddy" Judith said trying to wiggle out of carls arms to get to rick. 

"what happened?" he asked sternly as he turned to Carl and Judith, taking Judith into his arms he placed her on his hip. 

"dad it all happened so fast!" Carl  yelled. 

rick put his hand up "calm down son, just tell me what happened" he says sternly. 

"they came upstairs, and i shot, defending Judith, i guess i wasn't paying attention to Katherine, because she was in the way.. and i guess i pulled the trigger too soon.." Carl says slowly 

"how the fuck were you not paying attention! is your attention span as small as your dick?!' negan shouts standing up. 

"hey! wait a second please!' i said. "nows not the time negan" 

"we bury her" rick says changing the topic "we bury her, she is one of our own.." 

he sets Judith down and she walks to katherines body "wake up Katherine.. Katherine?" she asked innocently. 

i smiled slightly "baby she isn't sleeping.." 

"Carl take care of Judith.. ill figure something out for you" he said sternly. 

i stood up and negan scooped Katherine in his arms.. 

"dad wait, i want to go to the.. funeral.." Carl pleaded. "please dad..?" 

rick shrugged and shook his head "thats not up to me carl" 

he looked to negan and i, before i could say anything negan cuts me off 

"no, i dont want you there" he says quickly. 

"negan he is just a kid.." i say trying to reason. 

"exactly, all the more reason the fucker shouldn't be there" he growled. 

"im not going to argue" i turned back to Carl "if you would like you may"

i brushed past negan and rick and walked down the stairs, i opened the door and saw that there was smoke and rubble all over Alexandria, and on top of it all, it looked like its about to rain..