Twisted tale of Negan

wounded

today is the day Negan and Katherine go on a two-day mission. i am extremely nervous, what if something goes wrong here? how will negan be able to protect us if he is a state away.. or how will he be safe when he is a state away? 

i wanted to go too, but he was very skeptical, he told me to stay here and hold down the fort, but in all honesty, what am i supposed to do without him? 

i dont want to have to rely on others to take of me, considering negan was the only person i need, the only one i want. 

"baby? you okay?" he asks slipping into his jeans. 

i shake my head rapidly "no, im not. how do i know that you will be okay?" 

he sighs out "you wont.. but you're just going to have to put some faith into me sweetheart." he takes my hand in his and holds it. 

i smile "but what about Katherine.." 

"she will never leave my sight" he says lowly. 

he kisses me on the forehead and continues to get dressed. i watch his every move as he packs his bag. he packs clothes for him and Katherine, along with guns and whatnot. maybe this will be good for them to bond. 

i stand up and throw on some clothes, Katherine runs into the room "today's the day!" she yells. 

i tear up "yeah, it is.. listen to dad.." i hug her. 

she doesn't hug me back instead she just stands there "mom, im not a baby!" she screeched. 

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the last of the car was packed up. negan stood there with his arms folded as he watched Katherine run around with Carl. he was leaned against the car and smiling. i lean next to him. 

"is Mr. grumpy actually smiling?" i tease. 

he chuckles "i just want to know how i got so lucky.." 

i shrug "i dont know, but before you go you need to kiss me." 

he steps in-front of me "oh trust me, if i had the time i would do more then just kiss you" he says into my ear. 

i turn red "oh yeah whats that?" i tease. 

his hands linger to my waist as he pushes me up against the car "i would fuck your brains out, and have you begging for me to-" 

before he could finish Katherine screamed. 

negan quickly let me go and snapped his head around to see some man holding Katherine with a knife up to her throat. 

"what the hell?" negan growls. 

just then a dozen or so men come out with rifles aimed at all of us. we were completely defenseless. 

my heart was pumping so fast it got hard for me to breathe. there was a tightening sensation in my chest. 

"let her go! please!' i manage to choke out. 

negan stands there frozen. 

the man chuckles and presses the blade further into Katherine throat. she is a hysterical mess "mom!" 

the man laughs  "Wait is this daughter? i guess i could tell, she looks just as slutty as her mother.. the things i would do to her." 

"for god sake! she is only seven!" negan spat clearly becoming frustrated. 

"even more the reason" he puts down the knife and holds her. 

"just.. what do you want?" negan tries to reason with them. 

"all of your shit! all the food, all of your clothes!" he shouts. 

"take everything! please dont hurt her!" i cry out. 

just then im grabbed and shoved to the ground, with a rifle pointed to my head,l i sit here on my knees crying, my vision clouded by tears as i look at my daughter. negan being held at gunpoint as well... somebody, anybody could save me right now, and id give anything.. anything for my daughter to be safe, for me to be in my husbands arms, where i belonged. 

"why are you crying?" some man spoke. 

i look up and see katherine squirming in this mans grip 

"just take me! please. take me dont take her away from me.. i beg of you" i then am lifted up to my feet and brought over to the man, he quickly lets go of Katherine and grabs me tight. 

as im being held i can see complete and utter fear on negans face, he doesn't like this situation at all. i know it, he doesn't like the fact that he isn't in charge, its killing him to have no control whatsoever. 

as im standing here, with the blade pressed into my neck, rifles pointed at my family and some of the Alexandria people, i cant lie.. im scared, im scared for all of these people. 

just then i hear heavy machine gun fire coming from directly behind me, there was huge clouds of smoke. the guy drops me to the ground, i hit my head pretty hard, the gunfire drew closer, and all i could see is smoke, along with a very blurry version of negan running toward me. 

"lucy! lucy?!" he shouts. 

there blood dripping from my head i scared.. 

"negan?' i say weakly.. 

he holds out his arms and helped me stand to my feet he than hands me a gun. my mind lingers to Katherine 

"negan! where Katherine!" i say frantically. 

he holds me "she.. she ran off.." 

"negan! i have to find her!" i limp away throughout the smoke, not really knowing where i am going, not knowing whats in this smoke walking alongside me, and i just want to find my daughter. 

i hear screams and more gunfire, wheres Katherine! 

my heart beats faster, as i am almost to the edge of the smoke, i can see figures, familiar figures.. 

i approach them with gun in hand, as i squint my eyes, i see Daryl and his people with guns. i run to them and into Daryls arms. 

"Lucy! are you okay your bleeding!" he holds me tighter. 

and i cant help but cry "im fine.. im fine.." i peek over daryls shoulder and see Rick and Katherine on the ground. 

i quickly let him go and stumble to the ground to see Katherine unconscious. my heart dropped. 

"no no no" i check her pulse and i dont feel one. "katherine!" i cry out. 

i look over to rick who has a gunshot wound through his stomach area. "rick?" i ask quietly placing my bloody hand on his cheek. his blue eyes pop open at my touch. he smiles slightly "hey there." he says weakly. he coughs up blood. 

"what happened?" i ask, taking his hand in mine. 

"when we started firing, i saw you hit the ground, and Katherine ran off screaming.. i chased after her, and grabbed her, i was shot, but i quickly turned around and shot who shot me.. i.." he paused to cough up more blood "i dont know about Katherine"