Twisted tale of Negan

day

"Wakey wakey" Negan says walking around the little r.v bedroom.

I rub my eyes and yawn "what time is it?"

He rubs his neck "ah id say around 6ish."

"Its way too early babe." i roll back over and he comes to lay down with me, he threw his arm over my waist and pulled me back to him.

And for once, it seemed like i didn't jump at his touch.

"Well, we can sleep for about another hour. But then I'm serious, we have got to get up and go"

I sighed "yes sir"

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"Baby? Wake up."

I jump up and Negan is running the r.v shower.

"Get up sleeping beauty, we have shit to do" he said sternly.

I nodded and sit up i look over to see some clothes laid out for me. I grab the clothes and walk into the small r.v bathroom, where Negan was about to step in the shower, his body was bare, i took a second to let that all settle in, i turn to face the mirror and start messing with my hair.

I see his reflection looking at me through the mirror

"Can i help you?" he asked.

I chuckled "yeah, i need a shower"

He looked at the little shower then back at me, "there's no way both of us can fit, I'm taking up half of it as it is"

I ignore what he says and start removing my clothes. He watches me take off everything, he is staring at me too.

"Yeah so? Maybe i want our bodies to touch?"

He laughed "wow, you naughty girl." he looked me up and down "well cmon then"
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After our shower, him and i got dressed, its kind of weird wearing someone elses clothes, but hey. I'm not complaining at least i have clothes to wear.

Whenever me and Negan are outside of this r.v him and i show no affection what so ever. Mainly to keep his reputation. Whatever that means.

We go outside, and people are walking around working, ever since ive been here negan never really has explained to me what all of his men are doing. But i never really ask either.

Negan gets a car for us while i fill my canteen. As im filling my canteen Macy approaches me.

"Hi.. You're Lucy? Right?" she asks.

I quickly stop filling my canteen "yeah that's me.. I'm not about to get jumped am i?" i ask checking my surroundings.

"No no, not at all."

We both share a laugh, negan approaches us. We calm down a little, and Negan cant help but smile

"I see you two have met"

"Yeah, well just two seconds ago" i say hitting her shoulder playfully.

Macy smiles "so are you guys going on that supply run right now?"

"Yeah. I am gonna put Terry in charge. Our friends that went to Atlanta should be back sometime today.. Denise and zeke. So.. Say hello for me if im not back yet"

Macy nods.

Negan and i walk over to the car, and start it up.

He told people the latest we would be gone is dusk.

We headed out. It was very quiet for awhile, but Negan started singing at the top of his lungs "dont stop believing"

"DONT STOP! BELIEVING! HOLD ONTO THE FFEEELIN"

I look over at him as he is dancing around in the front seat. He starts swerving the car to the beat. 

I cant help but laugh at thus goofball.

"IT GOES ON AND ON AND ON AND?" Negan points to me to finish the line.

"On?" i say.

"Oh come on hon, i know you can be louder then that"

I look at him and he winks.

"ON!" i shout.

He starts laughing "well shit girl, i guess you really can be loud"

I hit his shoulder playfully "The reason I'm not 'loud' is because we literally are never alone"

He looked deviously "well we are alone now Missy."

I looked at him, and his eyes are a darker shade.

"No."

I knew exactly what he was thinking.

"C'mon.."

"No Negan" i stated looking back at the road.

He sighed "okay, ill remember this" he mumbled.

I chuckled "I'm so sore from earlier.."

He smiled at me "get used to it"
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We make it to a department store, and i grabbed my knife.

We walked in cautiously, and Negan went to the shelves browsing for things that he needed.

"Negan" i cleared my throat.

"Yeah?"he grunts putting the pocket flashlight into his mouth.

"Don't we need to get the other supplies for the people?"

He makes a noise.

"What?"

"If you hadn't noticed i play favorites Lucy, sure i make sure everyone is on the list, but in reality when it comes down to it only a certain few get what they asked for."

I look at him, I'm furious!

"You literally asked everyone? Why cant you just do what you promised? People had very important things they needed."

"Well, i also ain't no errand boy."

He faced me, and i could tell he was annoyed.

"Fine." i stated, i approached him and snatched the list out of his hands "ill get it then"

I turn to walk away when I'm quickly snatched up.

"You seem to forget who you are getting an attitude with." he growled against my neck. 

I gulp "it's.. Its just not fair"

"Yeah well, life ain't fair"

He lets go, and i scramble to my feet to face him, he is smiling.

"Cant always be a saint in a world like this sweetheart" he turns back to get more supplies for himself.

Theres no way i can get all of these supplies on my own. So i go down the list and grab the main things people wanted. So its fair.

I trudged all throughout the store when i spotted a rack of clothes.

I grabbed handfuls and handfuls of clothes, not even looking at the sizes and packing them into the car.

"All of those clothes for just one little lady?" he asks throwing the supplies he got in the back.

"No." i mumble.

We both got in and drove off. But as we are driving away i see someones reflection in the rear view mirror.

"Negan wait!" i shout.

He slammed on the brakes. "What!?" he screamed.

The figure was a human, a actual human.

"Babe go back."

"No way!" he shouted

"Fine.."

I got out of the car and jogged up to the person standing before me.

"I.. I cant believe it!"