Not fair

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Lucy pov

Negan helped me off of the floor and held onto me

"Im.. im gonna be a dad again?" he asked happily

"yes! i think so! see, this is why i left.. i needed to know for sure babe" i kissed his cheek, he picked me up and left several kisses on my neck. i giggled and looked over to see Daryl starring at us, he looked unhappy.

negan put me down, and i calmed down a bit, i walked slowly up to daryl, trying not to make him angry or anything "hey are you okay?" i asked.

he shook his head "so first, you kiss on rick and even lead him on-"

"shut up!" i say quickly.

i turn back to negan who seemed confused "wait what?" he asked.

fuck. fuck fuckity fuck! thanks a lot Daryl.

i tried to play it cool "i have no idea what the hell he is talking about" i tried to take negans hand in mine, instead he took it back

"what are you talking about Daryl?" negan asks walking up to him.

my whole world is collapsing around me. its like i take two steps forward and one step back. i finally know if im pregnant, but Daryl opens his big damn mouth and spills the beans about rick and i.

Daryl looks passed negan and looks at me, i have my head in my hands, just waiting for negan to scream at me.

but instead he laughs "man its nothing, just thinkin y'all ready to go?"

i quickly pick my head up and furrow my eyebrows at Daryl, did he seriously just say that?

i smiled nervously at the two of them

"well.. i mean, yeah? Lucy do you need anything? id go ahead and get it, because after this im not letting you out of my sight"

"Might as well get her a leash" Daryl says under his breath.

i flick him the bird, in which he laughed out of amusement.

"yes. i do need some vitamins.. maybe hit up some clothes, and look for stuff for Katherine"

"hurry up" Daryl growled as he marched off

i shook my head and walked up to negan

"whats his problem?" negan asks.

"ah who knows? something musta crawled up his ass"

we both laughed, he held his hand out to me and i held it. we walked down the aisle more and grabbed some vitamins, we even cleaned out the medicine too.

"ill be right back" negan said, as he walked toward the kid section, its assuming he was getting toys and stuff for Katherine. honestly i thought it was cute how happy he would get when he could pick out toys for her.

i walked over to the clothes and picked out several more new jeans and shirts, i figured Maggie and i could split them, considering her and i are identical. however maybe she will give me her maternity clothes when i need them.

after several minutes Daryl walked up to me

"are you about done?" he asked impatiently .

i could tell he was ready to leave, and honestly he looked like something was bugging him, something much much more deeper than the whole rick thing.

"Daryl, do i make you uncomfortable?" i ask quietly.

"what no?!" he says quickly getting defensive.

i looked at him sternly "Daryl, dont lie to me"

he sighed out and crossed his arms "im not. dont flatter yeself"

i shake my head and laugh "whatever" i go about the clothes, and Daryl got all antsy

"seriously Daryl what the hell is wrong with you?"

he lowers his voice "ye cant tell anyone"

i quickly nod my head up and down "finally we are getting somewhere"

"everyone is having babies and shit. and.. and im just a loner man"

i narrowed my eyes at him "thats never bothered you before though, you're like the lone wolf or some shit.." i chuckled

he got frustrated "ight fuck it never mind" he went to walk away but i grabbed his arm

"okay, wait im sorry"

he turned back to me and continued "i dont know luc. it just gets to me sometimes.. i mean, i wont have anybody to do that with"

i shake my head "you're Daryl fucking Dixon, who wouldn't want to be with you..?"

"you"

i looked back to him, and he was red with embarrassment

"i want all of that with you.."

"what do you mean with me?"

"i want to be that way with you.."

i quickly go to turn away "thats not fair Daryl, dont put me in that position" i said quietly as i try to walk away.

"its true.. please listen to me!" he yelled.

i walked around the store searching for negan,l i wanted to leave as quickly as possible, he was in the toy aisle, i had tears streaming down my cheeks

negan looked to me and saw my crying and walking to him, with Daryl shortly on my tail

"baby? whats wrong?' negan asked holding his arms out to me.

i fell into them, and he held me to him

"i just want to go home.." i lied.

"well okay, we can do that... but you've gotta stop crying"

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