Twisted tale of Negan

Secrets

We all walked out of the store with arm fulls of things we needed.

Daryl decided he would take the car I drive up here, and Negan and I would take the one they drove.

Daryl kept eyeing me, and honestly it made me a little uncomfortable, I had absolutely no idea Daryl even saw me like that.if anything he is more of a brother to me, and I am madly in love with Negan, he is the father of both of my children. And why would i ever leave him?

I emptied everything into the trunk, and waited for Negan to come on. Daryl walked up to me, and I was shaking.

"Don't tell em" Daryl says lowly.
"I think he has the right to know Daryl, he is my husband!" I say raising my voice.

Daryl shook his head "listen here, cupcake if you tell em. I'll tell about Rick"

My heart fell, I didn't want Negan finding out about what Rick and I had. Not that I have anything to be ashamed of. I mean, Negan is the one that left me. But still, it would crush him if he found out I got intimate with Rick

I nodded and turned away when i saw Negan coming to the car with stuffed animals in his hands, they were meant for very little kids. He had a huge grin plastered across his face.

"You think she would like these?" Negan asks as he sets them down.
"They seem a little... Kiddy." I say honestly.

His smile fades "that's what she is right? A kid"

"That's true honey. But she is growing up, she isn't the little girl we know."

"She is always gonna be my little girl" Negan says looking down at the toys.

I smiled softly

He continues "the both of you.. You're always gonna be my girls.."

I kiss his cheek, and Daryl interrupts us "we should get goin"

Negan clears his throat and nods, he shuts the trunk and makes his way to the driver side, we both get in and we follow Daryl. The ride was longer than I remembered. But then again, when I was riding up here, I really wasn't paying attention to time, I was more interested in getting a test.

The drive was silent, which I'm okay with. Him and I are exhausted, and it's almost sunset. I just want to be in our big bed at home.

"Is Katherine okay?" I asked breaking the silence.

"Yes.. I left her with Maggie. In hopes that she would be watched.."

"How's little Jr.?" I asked smiling.

"Driving Maggie absolutely nuts. She seemed so tired when I came by.. But I got Jr to be quiet, it was funny because she was like 'I've been trying to get him to do that for hours!"' He says Mocking her.

I laughed "little babies are tough to deal with.. But I think she is hand,if it well.. Especially since she has to do it all alone, you know?"

The mood of the car shifted, I looked over at Negan who clenched his jaw, he was pissed I know it.

"I'm sorry.. I didn't mean it like that" I said softly

We rode in silence
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"You don't fucking think I feel guilty!" He shouted at me.

I tensed up at his tone, it's been awhile since he has screamed like this. And honestly I'm terrified.

We got back to Alexandria, and I got Katherine and made my way to our home, where I saw Negan drinking... Surprise surprise it's bourbon.

"Honey, why don't you go upstairs for a little while." I say sweetly to Katherine.

She ran up the stairs, and I stepped into the living room.

I sighed out and went to go pick up the bottle when Negan grabbed my arm forcefully and pulled me down on him.

"Ouch, Negan that hurt" I stared annoyed.

He didn't seem to care, his hands were trailing all over my body, his lips lingered all the way down my neck. I just wasn't wanting to have sex. I'm not in the mood.

"Negan?..." He continued to touch me, he smacked my ass and it actually hurt "Negan!" I yelled.

He stopped and looked me in the eyes, his were bloodshot and I honestly felt bad for him.

"What do you want? Whore?" His voice was deep and smooth, but I was so enraged he called me a whore, I smacked him across the cheek and quickly stood up.

"You're such a sadistic asshole! Are you trying to tear this family apart! Was tearing Maggie's apart not enough for you?" I shouted walking into the kitchen.

You don't fucking think I feel guilty!" He shouted at me.

I tensed up at his tone, it's been awhile since he has screamed like this. And honestly I'm terrified.

He followed shortly behind me. And I tried to keep my cool, but hie stay I was shaking in my skin

"Do you think I liked taking the father away from her child? There's not a fucking day that goes by where I don't regret it! You of all people should know that-"

"That what? Huh? You're fucking crazy!" I snapped back.

He grabbed me, and I yelped.

"Let me go! Let me go now!" I shouted.

But he didn't, instead he quickly kissed me, it was a rough kiss, he bit my lip as he pulled away. I was now lifted onto a counter, and he began attacking my neck in kisses.

I couldn't help but moan out. This man, his touch, his kisses, his voice. It's intoxicating, I can't get enough of Negan, even if I tried.

"I know you want me baby" he said into my ear.

My nails dug into his back as I pulled him closer to me.

But before I knew it, I heard Katherine's footsteps running down the stairs, and I quickly pushed him off of me, and stood up. I sighed out and eyes Negan who had a smirk on his face.

Katherine ran into the kitchen and bumped into Negan

"Hey watch out bug!" Negan said loosing his footing.

I laughed and looked at Katherine.

"Mom, I'm hungry..."

I nodded "me too. I was just about to start cooking" I say walking passed Negan and Katherine, Negan smacks my butt and I Yelp.

Katherine says "ew daddy, you just touched moms butt"

"Oh if you think that's bad I've touched her-"

"Hey! I hear you!" I shout.