Twisted tale of Negan

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Lucy pov

Looking up at Negan, he does seem like he truly didn't mean to hurt me. He is a changed man, i just know it.

Accidents happen, and i cant just blame him? Right?

"Negan, we need to keep going. We need to find your people"

I stand up, and lose balance, but Negan steadied me. "That's not a good idea right now.."

I rolled my eyes "nonsense!" i try to put on my boots when he steps in front of me.

"We don't even know if any of my men are alive" he states.

I sighed "okay. Well. We cant just sit here okay? I'm scared"

"What are you scared of?" he asks crossing his arms.

"Nothing. Never mind."

"No no no, tell me, what are you scared of?"

"You know a better question would be 'what am i not scared of?'" i sit down on the bed.

He kneeled down to my level and looks me dead in the eyes "Lucy. You're safe.. Okay?"

How can he possibly say that? After he just slapped the shit out of me.. In the past I've truly felt safe from Negan. When we were engaged it was the best time of my life with him

But after we actually got married.. Well, he turned stone cold,.that's when the beatings started. The name calling, ill give it to him though, he was very good at hiding his alcohol addiction. He had my family and I fooled.

He took my hands in his "Lucy, do you believe that?"

I shrugged.

"I made a mistake okay? I never ever meant to hurt you..."

He stands up and walks out if the bedroom door, and down the stairs.

I follow behind him "that's bullshit and you know it" i shout, stomping down the stairs and facing Negan.

"What did you say?" a slight scary smile tugging on his lips.

As if he didn't hear me. I know he did.

"You knew exactly what you were doing! When you hit me! You did too want to hurt me. What the fuck happened to you? Why are you such a prick!"

His face turned red "IM the prick? I carried your ass here."

"Oh, that's the only fucking nice thing you've done for me in years! You made me push away my family, you killed my sister. You're cold hearted and i wish i never met you!"

Negan stares at me in disbelief

"Oh, please. Tell me how you're innocent?" he rolls his eyes annoyed.

"I didn't do shit to deserve it, you're weak Negan"

I hit him right where it hurts

"Yeah that's right, you are weak. Gotta put your hands on a female? Underneath that 'bad ass persona' you're nothing but a scared little boy! You're not a man..and you know it. "

"That's not true" he mumbled trying to look away.

I grabbed him and forced him to look at me

"oh yes it is! Wheres the Negan that literally bought me flowers everyday, or the man that was always willing to watch fucking cliche movies or hell, at least show that you fucking care!"

I yelled so much, i was out of breath.

He stood there in defeat "Lucy, that man is gone.. And if you're seriously only here because you're waiting for him to come back, then get your shit."

He walked away

"Negan! Don't do this" i walk after him.

"Either you're leaving, or i am" he says.

"I don't want to be alone!" i cried out trying to hug my husband.

His arms wrapped around me and hugged me even tighter "i don't either.." he says it nearly above a whisper.

As i sit here holding the man that i adore the most, there was a knock coming from the cabin door.

I started to panic, and hell so did Negan.

We decided we wouldn't open the door. "Boss?" someones says from the other side.

Negan sprints to the door to see a female standing before him, he was quick to hug the chick even longer.

"So Denise how was Atlanta?" Negan asks.

"Over run.. But i have some news"

"Shoot" Negan and her walk over to the couch.

This bitch starts talking, but i tone her out. But quickly tuned back in when she called my fucking husband "baby"

I walk into play and clear my throat.

"Who's that honey?" Denise lowers herself into Negan even more.

I almost flip shit.

I approach Negan and sit on his lap "yeah honey who am i?".

I knew this was his weakness, just sitting on his lap turns him on. And oh did it work.

I felt his hard on pressing against my jeans..

He was scrambling his words together. "My.. Uhm." he starts laughing nervously.

Denise quickly stands up "what the fuck? Seriously who is this whore?"

Negan stops laughing and looks pissed. "She's not a whore.."

I don't know what happened next, just all of my hormones kicked in and i pounced on this bitch. She falls to the floor and is fighting me, she starts winning though, she was beating the fuck out of my face, but i pull a knife out of my pocket and quickly slit her arm.

She gets up and grabs the fresh cut..

"You bitch!" she screams looking down at it.

I eye Negan and he has Lucille over by his shit. I dash over to grab the bat,.im behind Denise and i swing the bat right at her skull causing her to fall to the ground.

I start bashing her head in when im grabbed

"Lucy enough!"

But i wasn't done.

I got in for another swing when Negan snatches the bat from my hands.

He sighed and walked over to his things putting Lucille where she belonged.

But then i start to realize who i am now, and what i just did will never be accepted. I just feel evil, a rush if you will. And i like it?

What is Negan turning me into?

I start laughing and Negan looks quite confused

"What the hell so funny" he asks smiling a bit.

"You're right, I'm not so innocent after all"

We both laugh.

He walks over to me and lifts me up so the my legs are wrapped around his waist

"You turn me on so fucking badly" Negan whispered.

"Even when i just bashed a girls head in?"

"You're just so fucking hot" he mumbled against my neck. "You know better then to sit on my lap, princess" he starts sucking on my neck.

And I'm moaning like crazy.

This is another reason why i absolutely fucking love this man.