Twisted tale of Negan

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Didn't do much sleeping last night. I kept my eyes glued open and focused on the gate.

Around 11 or so, Rick joined me.

"Hey." his tired southern accent spoke as he sat next to me.

I nodded.

"You know, you can get some sleep, right?"

I shook my head "i wont rest until i see Negan again.. He told me to get you guys prepared for another killing.." my voice trailed off.

Rick scoffed. "I don't think any of us could handle that.. I've got a kid waiting for me at home."

I smiled softly, i remember me saying that all the time when i was at work to Negan 'we got a kid waiting at home!'

"You have another kid?" i asked finally turning my direction over to him.

"Yeah, just a baby.. Her names Judith"

"What a beautiful name.. Congrats." i turn back to the gates and i feel Rick shift his body closer to mine..

I tense up, because i don't know what the hell else to do. The only other guy I've let be so close is Negan, for years that's the only man I'm used to being intimate with.

Rick starts nibbling on my ear.

As much as i enjoyed it, he just wasn't Negan, i quickly stand up and pace back in fourth.

"Whats wrong?" Rick asked concerned "am i really that bad?"

I sigh out "no no no, its not you. Its me. I know that sounds cliche, i just. You're not Negan. Call me crazy, but every inch of my being loves that man."

Rick nods "i understand that.. I'm sorry, my mistake." he stood up and walked away.

I sit back down and stare at the gate once again like i had, before Rick came.
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Its dawn. And as if on cue, Began comes walking into the gate.

He looks well rested, something i know i didn't.

"Good morning sunshine!" he yelled.

Everyone jumps up and looks to Negan

Negan walks to me and crouches down. I was still staring "baby, it's not polite to stare"

I spit.

He pulls back out of reflexes.

Someone who walked in with Negan pointed a gun at my skull.

I looked up at him and laughed "put me out of my misery! You'll do me a favor!"

He cocked the gun.

Negan sighed "don't."

The man lowers the gun and backs away, Negan wiped the spit off of his face and looks at me "what happened to us?" he asked lowly.

I didn't answer, i just stared at him.

He stands up and stands in the middle "so listen here bastards, I've decided to let you go, but i will be taking half of your shit, you're still working for me"

The group couldn't stop smiling, i was happy for them too. They could go home.. Be reunited with their family's.. All of them except one.. Maggie.

They stand up immediately, and make their way toward the gate, they walk as quickly as they can.

I linger in the back with Maggie. I put my arm around her "ill be here for you Maggie, this isn't the last you've seen of me, i promise. You wont do this alone."

She nodded and continued walking.

We make it out and the sunlight beams right in our faces. Negan orders the gaurds to open the gate.

Rick quickly starts "we wont even make it back? Where are we?"

Negan laughs "oh you'll live, see you in two days"

We all start walking out of the gates, i look back at Negan one last time, my eyes filled with tears, I'm leaving the one thing i kept myself alive for. The man that kept me pushing..

"Good bye Negan" my voice cracking a little bit.

He stared blankly at me and without any words he held out his arms. And out of habit i run to them i hug him tightly and look up to him.

"Please don't make me leave.. Megan please" i plead.

Negan hugs me back, he sees the group stopped "keep moving!" negan shouts.

I let go but he grabs me and pulls me back to him "not you, baby" he kisses me forehead and holds me. "I'm sorry for everything.." he whispers.

He lets go and tells them to close the gates.

"I missed you so much Negan, i love you" i kiss his cheek and my hands linger down to his waistline.

He kissed me "mm not here." he growls.

We run off to the warehouse and all the way up to our room, we make it to the door and Negan unlocks the door to see danel standing there holding his wound from hours ago.

"Daneil what the hell?" negan stated.

"That... That bitch.." Daniel says weakly, he reaches out for me and falls to the floor gasping for air.

Thanks a lot Daniel, i was about to have bomb ass sex. But, nooo.