Twisted tale of Negan

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Negan pov

  i woke up and expected Lucys body lingered on me, but to my surprise she wasn't on me. i rolled over and saw her side of the bed was empty

"Lucy?" i called out

maybe she is in the bathroom, but after sitting there for a minute or two, i quickly realize she isn't there. 

i sit up in bed, and look out of the window to see its morning, she is probably downstairs with Katherine or something. 

i slip on my jeans and t shirt, and make my way out of the bedroom, i walk by katherines room to see her still lying in bed, fast asleep. 

i shrug it off and walk downstairs "Lucille?" i called out again.

but nothing. 

i even walked out in the garage half expecting her to be there, but she wasn't. 

shit, where the fuck is she?

i slipped on my boots and ran upstairs 

"Katherine baby?" i asked. 

she instantly woke up 

"hi daddy" 

"hi, have you seen your mom?" i asked panicking

i know she isn't in this home, and i highly doubt she is in Alexandria.

"maybe she is at maggies?" she gets out of bed and yawns 

"alright, well hurry and put on some clothes so we can go check" 

i stormed down the stairs, and shortly after Katherine did too. we walked hand in hand throughout Alexandria and straight to maggies

i knocked, and a baby started crying, i heard Maggie curse and slam open the door she didnt look too happy to see me

"what?" she asked

"hey im so so sorry Maggie, have you seen Lucy?" 

she steps aside and lets us into her home 

"no, i haven't" she stated. she shuts the door and we all walk into the living room, i see Jr in his highchair, screaming his head off. 

"oh for Christs sake!" Maggie yells, she walks to him and picks him up, he still was screaming. 

"here lemme help" i held my arms out to her. 

she hesitated but soon handed him off to me 

i rocked him slower, and held him tighter, and eventually he stopped screaming. 

Maggie looked confused "what did you just do?" she asked in shock

"i just held him tighter and rocked him slower, babies dont always like to be rocked fast" i stated

she smiled at me "thank you.."

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after me putting Jr to sleep she was willing to do just about anything for me, i asked her to watch Katherine while i tried to find Lucy. 

she agreed, and in no time i was wandering around Alexandria, i asked all around. but no one knew.

i was scared, i wont lie about it. i dont know where my wife is. she cant just dissapear into thin air.

i turned to the one person left, rick. 

i marched up to him "hey man" 

he quickly became shy "hi" is all he said. 

"have you seen Lucy?" 

his faced washed with guilt, i knew something was up 

"rick, answer the question" i stated. 

he sighed out "i tried to stop her negan, but she wouldn't allow it" 

"what are you talking about?!" i shouted. 

"she left early this morning" he says quickly placing his hand on his python

"and you didn't go with her?!" i am more then enraged with him.

"she wouldnt let me" he defended

i quickly ran to a car "ive ive got to go find her!" i shout.

rick follows "no, alright we all cant just leave negan!" 

"open the fucking gates rick!' i slammed the car door shut and waited for rick to do as he was told, instead he stood in front of the car with his arms crossed

"negan, she will come back" he says calmly

"no she wont! she is depressed all because of me!" then it hit me.. she is doing exactly what i did to her.. she is depressed and its all of my fault!

"just move rick.." i said trying to calm down. 

he did what he was told, he stood aside and i drove the car forward. but all of a sudden my passenger side door flew open, and sitting next to me was Dixon.

"what do you want?" i asked.

"im coming with ye. I need time outside of these fucking gates." he grumbled. "and yer gonna need help tracking her down anyways" he shut the door and laid his cross bow on his lap.

i sighed out "Jesus fucking Christ im a grown ass man!" 

"ya? and? shit happens dude. lets go" 

i pull up to the gates and rick walks over to the car "make it back safe." he stated. 

i shrugged my shoulders and waited for the gates to open, and as soon as those fuckers did, i drove right away and off i went. 

at first i was completely upset i had to have Daryl as some sort of chaperone, but he actually helped. there were several times i thought about leaving his ass on the side of the road, but didn't, because the more and more we stopped for tracks, the closer and closer we came to finding Lucille. 

her tracks led us into a town, and soon enough we stumbled across her car. Daryl and i stepped out, and noticed it was parked in front of a store. 

Daryl walks in first, considering he had his crossbow, and i had nothing, we walked in and Daryl checked for walkers, surprisingly there weren't any. 

i walked up and down the aisle calling out for Lucy 

"Lucille?" "baby?" 

i finally made it to the aisle i dreaded the most, feminine hygiene, i walked faster, and i noticed something in the middle of the aisle, a person. with little opened boxes surrounding them 

i took out my flashlight and shined it on the person, i saw it was lucy

"Lucy!' i screamed. 

i ran to her and wrapped my arms around her still body "baby! why did you leave like that? i was worried about you"

she says nothing, she is looking down at her hands, i look too and see a pregnancy test, i quickly look all around us, and the boxes were all opened pregnancy tests.

i could tell she had been crying, and im really scared to find out why. 

"luc-"

"im pregnant negan" she says quickly before i could even finish my sentence

"wait.. what?" i take the pregnancy test from her and it read positive "honey im happy for us.. but how do we know its not lying?"

she smiled and pointed to the boxes "all of those said yes too" 

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Hey guys! i just want to say a quick thank you for sticking with me this whole entire book! I am far from done with this one, however I have a new negan book called "little did I know" it would mean the world to me if you guys checked that out. Please show that book some love!