Colors

~Chapter 31~

Halsey's POV

She noticed that her stomach was starting to get bigger. She looked at the mirror and frowned.

" Hey," She heard Brendon say from behind her. She quickly turned around, away from the mirror. She was wearing one of his shirts and underwear. She pulled the shirt down. He gave her a really? look. " Why are you looking at yourself like that? You look beautiful."

" I don't like the idea of my tummy getting bigger. I have a hard time just trying to have a flat one on a daily! I eat too much," she pouted.

" Knowing that you're pregnant, it's gonna get worse than that, doll," Brendon chuckled. He wrapped his arms around her. She buried her face in his chest. He combed his fingers through her hair. " By the way, when are you gonna tell your fans about this? I want to know when because I'll announce it when you do! I want to brag about it everywhere."

" I don't know yet. I haven't told Jay yet....I want to. I'm just scared. I don't want to get dropped from the label or anything."

" They wouldn't do that. You're really going places. You're doing great. Everyone loves you. It would be terrible if they didn't understand. If they drop you, it's okay. I'll be able to carry us through. I'm in a famous band."

" I want to be able to live out my dream too, Brendon. It's not fair that you knocked me up and you still get to live the dream. That's not fair at all. So if I get dropped from the label just for having a kid at a bad time, I'm getting rid of it for my dream."

Brendon let go of her. " You wouldn't."

" I don't really want a kid right now. I'm keeping it just for you. I'm keeping it so you don't get mad. Honestly, I don't want to get rid of it either. But if this thing is gonna stop me from what I want to do in life, I can't let that happen. Brendon....Do you know how hard I've worked just to get signed as an artist? Do you even understand?!"

" I do... I really do. I've worked hard as well. You don't even know. Just don't worry. They won't drop you. You're too famous to be dropped. If you do, for some reason, get dropped anyways, other labels will want to sign you."

Halsey scoffed," Whatever. I'm going for a drive."

" Let me go with you."

" I want to be alone."

" Don't go for a drive then. Just go to my bedroom and I'll leave you alone."

Ryan's POV

Soon, he was on a plane back to New York. It would take awhile just to get there. Rose was expecting to see him and honestly, he wanted to see her just as bad. He betrayed her multiple times. He doesn't know how long he could keep everything a secret. George asked him to stay in LA because of his situation with Z, but he had to go back.

He had to see if everyone was okay. He hoped that Z was okay. He hoped that Halsey would still be in love with him. Not that that actually matters. He's just pathetic. He wants to just leave everything he did in LA, back in LA. He didn't want to screw up anymore. It's stupid because all of his exes are the reason why he's messing up with Rose. Ryan really needs to cut off communication with Halsey, Audrey and Helena.

His friendship with Jon is already over, yet again. So, he doesn't have to worry much about Audrey anymore. Ryan still wonders how Jon has stayed with all these years. They both look like a wreck. Ryan pulled out his phone to text Rose.

Ryan: on the plane, thinking about you. I really miss you, rose <3

He leaned back and drifted off to an uncomfortable sleep due to the seats and how squished it was.