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41. Merajuk

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Sehun and I already had our own house . We moved in a month ago . Aku tak sanggup pulang ke rumah kami . Aku pulang ke rumah omma . My omma not Sehun's .

"Eun Na ? Apa Eun Na buat kat sini ? Mana Sehun ?" Soal omma sewaktu membuka pintu . Tiba-tiba aku menjadi emosional lalu memeluk omma sambil menangis .

"Eun Na ah .. Waeirae ? Why are you crying ?" Omma terkejut . Namun , omma membalas pelukan ku .

"Omma .. Boleh Eun Na stay kat rumah omma ?" Soal ku setelah merungkaikan pelukan .

"Boleh . Tapi Sehun ?" Soal omma .

"Just let's not talking about him ." Ujar ku . Omma hanya mengangguk .

"Omma .. I'm hungry ." Aku cuba menjadi ceria .

"Alololo .. Kesian anak omma ni . Lapar ya ? Mari ." Ajak omma . Aku tergelak kecil . I missed omma .

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Omma hanya memerhati aku makan . Selepas ni , aku mesti disoal siasat oleh omma . Setelah habis ..

"Eun Na ah .. Do you mind if I ask you something ?" Soal omma . As I expected . I give her a warm smile.

"Of course , omma . What is it ?" Aku mencapai tangan omma lalu menggenggamnya .

"What just happened between you and Sehun ? Why suddenly you ask to stay here ? Tell me , dear ." Omma's questions are too difficult . Terasa berat mulut mahu menceritakan segala-galanya . All that I can do is just sighing .

"Eun Na .. It's okay . I'll hear it ." Said omma .

Tiba-tiba aku terbayang kembali kejadian tadi . Oh god .. Please give me enough courage to handle this .

"Omma .. It's Sehun . He letting his ex holding his arm . I bet you know what is my feelings when I saw them ." Aku menggigit bawah bibir . Cuba menahan air mata daripada tumpah lagi .

"Omo .. Poor my daughter . No need to tell me anymore . I know what's your feelings at that time ." Omma menarik ku ke dalam pelukannya . Belakang ku digosoknya dengan lembut .

"Omma .. What should I do ? He begging me to trust him . But I don't think I can trust him . He already hurt me ." Ujar ku setelah omma merungkaikan pelukan .

"Eun Na ah .. Omma rasa Sehun tak bermaksud nak sakitkan hati kamu . Maybe that girl is his ex and Sehun letting his ex to hold his arm are maybe as a friend . Omma pasti semasa yeoja tu pegang lengan Sehun , Sehun mesti memarahinya . Look , I know my son-in-law loves you . Not her or anybody else . Trust me , dear ." Omma cuba meyakinkan ku .

Aku tersenyum . Terima kasih kepada omma kerana memberi nasihat kepada anaknya ini . Sedikit sebanyak kata-kata omma membuatkan aku sedar . Hahaha . I just leave him without trying to understand his explanation . I know .. I'm childish . (Pouting)

Tiba-tiba satu idea jahat muncul . I will forgive Sehun if he come here to apologise . Aku takkan balik rumah kami selagi dia sendiri tak datang untuk jemput aku . Hahahahahaha !! (Evil laugh) Jahat kan aku ..?

"Err .. Omma . Are oppa home yet ? I missed him ." Soal ku kepada omma .

"Yong Hwa balik pukul 7 hari ni . Nak omma call dia suruh balik awal sikit ke ?"

"Aniyo . Gwaenchanayo . Nan gidaryeojulge . Annyeong , omma . Nak mandi ." Aku mencium pipi omma sebelum menuju ke tangga .

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Selepas mandi , aku mencapai cellphone dan berbaring di atas katil ku .

"Wahh .. 22 missed call ?! 1 call from Eunji , 1 call from Namjoo and 10 from Sehun ." Terkejut .