Basically my own personal account of how I managed to meet the Hometown lads and become more than friends with Cian....all my Hometown friends from both instagram and twitter are featured here either as the other girlfriends or as friends of us and...
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My pov "yeah mom everything is fine...Im having lots of fun with the boys and Im feeling happier"
"thats great sweetie! Im glad you are having fun! Your dad has been going nuts about you. He is really mad about you leaving"
"I dont care about him, he was the one that pushed me away and made me want to stay here!"
"I know honey, just letting you know how things are going" my mom told me "you should call him tho and just tell him you are ok"
"fine....but if starts shit with me again i wont ever call him" i told her. "Bye mom, love you lots" i responded. She said bye and love you back and we hung up. I really didnt want to but I dialled my dad's number...
"NOW YOU DECIDE TO ANSWER YOUR FXCKING PHONE!! WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?? YOU NEED TO GET YOUR AXX HOME RIGHT NOW!!" my dad yelled. Instantly I knew it was a mistake to call him.
"dad i told you i am fine...i am staying with a few friends and its kinda hard to actually go back home from where i am. Besides if I do then Im just going to be miserable again.
Victor doesnt care about me and he is my brother, all he does is insult me and abuse me...you get mad at every little thing that happens just cause you dont like it and your a control freak....mom even had these tiny things that would irritate me but it wasnt enough to leave her...i still call her!!!" i told him back.
"Im not coming home! Not unless you want a miserable daughter who doesnt even care about her own health anymore" i said as I hung up the phone on the verge of tears.
I honestly do love my family but at the same time I just wish I never had them. They literally make me hate myself and give me all these bad thoughts. I couldnt take it anymore. Thats why when Cian asked me to come to Ireland with him I gladly accepted. It was my ticket to freedom.
