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My povI woke up the next morning still with sore hands from yesterday

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My pov
I woke up the next morning still with sore hands from yesterday. I might be a rough child but damn Eimhin sure knew how to handel a ball. I walked into the bathroom to get ready for today.

I was still shocked that Cian's parents were going to help me but I was so happy we were still going to try. I was praying so hard that this turned out. I dont know what will happen the day I have to leave Cian, but if I dont get in here then Im forced to go back to Minnesota and be in a place that makes me upset.

I noticed I was crying a bit as I looked in the mirror after getting dressed. I quickly wiped the few tears away as I put on my makeup. It wasnt much, just the simple mascara, eyeliner, and lipstick. I never do much more than that. I walked out of the bathroom to see Cian still sleeping so I decided hang out with his family for a bit.

Eimhin and Daire both had a soccer game today so their dad had drove them to it. It was just me Finian and his mom Caroline. Caroline had made breakfast for everyone.

"Good morning darling! Did you sleep well?" She asked me as she handed me what I'm guessing was a full Irish. It was meat (bacon, sausage, pudding mix...dont ask cause I have no clue either), eggs, veggies, potatoes, some type of bread, and a cup of tea. I instantly thought of Bren at the site of tea. I wondered what him and Chloe were up to.

"Yes I did. Thanks for asking." i smiled. Anyways I was a bit nervous cause it was my first time trying a full Irish and I didnt know if I would like it or not...I tried a tiny bite of everything first and to my surprise it was actually really good!

"Oh wow Caroline! This is really good!" I said as I started taking bigger bite, not scared anymore about not liking it.

"Thank you Amie, Im glad you like it!" She responded. With that Cian came into the kitchen wearing no shirt and only his sweatpants. I stared a bit still not over how perfect he looked, but then I remembered his mom and brother were there and quickly looked away. Cian came over and hugged me from behind, kissing my head before he sat down next to me.

"Morning everyone!" Cian said quite in a good mood.

"Morning sweetie! Here is your breakfast!" She said handing Cian basically the same thing as me only without the meat. To be honest I had forgotten that he had been going vegetarian for a while so it kinda shocked me seeing that. But I quickly shook it off.

"So Amie, are you excited to go see the campus today? Once the guys get back from the soccer game we can get ready to go! Sound grand?" Caroline asked.

"Yes that sounds lovely! And I cant wait! I hope they like me enough to accept me." I responded.

"Babe if they see what I see then they will absolutely love you! And even if they don't, we will figure out something." Cian said smiling at me as he placed a hand on top of mine.

"Well the guys wont be back for another five hours! I'm thinking about going to park. Finian would you like to come with me?" She said

"Yeah sure! Let me go get ready." He said as he ran upstairs.

"Mom I think me and Amie will stay here. There is something I want to do." Cian told her. I looked at him confused but he gave me a look that seemed to say 'Just wait'. So I didn't question it.

"Alright have fun you two! Not too much though!" She half warned half smirked. I blushed and laughed cause I knew what she was thinking we might do. Cian just blushed and laughed too.

"We will and wont do anything to bad!" Cian called after them as Caroline and Finian headed out the door. This wasn't the first time I was alone in a house with Cian but what he said earlier had me a bit worried. What did he want to do?

"So I basically just need to ask you a question. I mean you are a part of this relationship too so I just want to see what your opinion is." Cian said reading my mind. I was still a bit nervous about where this was going.

"What do you want to ask about?" I said as we placed our breakfast plates into the sink and headed into the living room. Cian didn't say a word until we were both sitting down on couch.

"Cian is everything OK?" I asked now getting a bit worried.

"So you know how we have been dating for two months now, and they have been the best two months of my life. I love you a lot Ames." Cian said.

"If you love me then why does this sound like you want to break up with me?" I almost cried.

"Amie! No! Its not like that!" Cian laughed as he kissed my hands. "I'm just curious about what we should do with the fans! Its been two months and I feel like we should tell them about us. But I'm also worried about things not working out and we have to break up because you need to go back to America. I'm just curious what you are thinking about all of this!" Cian smiled. I really loved his smile, it always made my day.

"Honestly I don't know yet. I feel the same as you. I feel like we should tell them but if I cant get into the university then things wont last very long and it would've been pointless to tell them." I sighed. I really did feel like the fans should know. I was ready to handel the hate, I knew where it came from and why they sent it, so hopefully it wouldn't bother me like it does most people.

"How about this?....The application process and interview stuff usually takes about a week. So by next Monday for sure we will know if you have been accepted. If you have then we will tell the fans that day. If not we will still have time to figure it out." Cian told me.

"Sounds good. Fingers crossed that things work out for the better." I said crossing my fingers then leaning in to cuddle Cian.

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