Where do Broken hearts go?

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*November 16th*Cian's POVAnother month has gone by

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*November 16th*
Cian's POV
Another month has gone by....and Im still too scared to call her. I wonder if the boys have said anything, or maybe the girls...they are still close with her.

Maybe I could talk to Chloe....
Anyways today is Bren and her's birthdays. They both turn twenty today. I wish I could celebrate with both her and Bren. Last month she sent me a gift for my birthday so I had one sent back to her.

Still anonymous of course, but I sent her a bouquet of flowers with a little gift inside. Its not much, but hopefully she knows its me. Its the most I can do right now to reach out to her. I miss her so much. Anyways Dayl came up to get me and said we were going out for Bren's birthday.

Dayl's POV
Cian has been so depressed these last few months. We have been on tour and even though he doesnt forget any of his lines he doesnt jump around as much as he used to... I miss my LNA brother! So me, Josh, Ryan, Dean, Bren, Chloe, Maddy, Ella, Tara, and Charlie all got together to form a plan.

We made sure it was ok with Bren too but we decided to throw a double party. The girls would go get Amie and take her to the resturant while us boys, including Cian, took Bren to the same resturant. We were all going to eat together and hopefully give Amie and Cian a chance to talk. Everyone knew about this plan except those two.

My POV
"Amie come on we are taking you out! You are NOT staying in the house for your own birthday! I mean come on how often do you twenty?!" I heard Chloe say outside of my dorm room while she knocked. I knew she wasnt going anywhere so I reluctantly opened the door and was a bit surprised to see all of the girls there. All the boys' girlfriends, minus one for Cian 💔.

"Come on get ready! We are leaving!" Charlie told me.

"Fine..." I said turning around and finding clothes. Luckily my roommate was gone at some frat party so I had the room to myself that night. I hid behind the door as I changed into something nice.

"Hello is this the room for Amie?" I heard someone say outside the door. I finished changing and looked out to see a guy with a bouquet of roses. I cried a bit as I signed for it. And looked through the flowers. There was a little note and a box inside. I read the note first...

My heart is under attack
Im falling through the cracks
I am frozen, im frozen.
Its been so long...since i felt strong ive cried an ocean an ocean.
I dont wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna feel you by my side.
I wanna see Roses fall like snow. and walk beneath the stars on streets of gold. cause I would give it all to have your heart come home...and make me strong!
-happy birthday Ames

I cried as I opened the box to see a gorgeous charm bracelet. There was one in the shape of Minnesota for where I was from and where we met, a plane for when he asked me to be his girlfriend, ballet shoes for the first time we danced together, a soccer ball for when I met his family, and a graduation hat for when we found out I was accepted into the University. That night was the first night we became one.

There was one charm however that was not attached yet. I picked it up and realized it was a heart with the infinity symbol and plus more. I didnt know which one it meant, the fact that he pictured a future with me -infinity for us becoming one and the plus more meaning kids-, or the fact that he still loved me and always will -infinity for forever, and plus more meaning seriously forever-

Either way I cried as the girls came into the room to comfort me. I showed them the note and the bracelet.

"I miss him so much!!!!" I said crying into one of my pillows

"You really need to come with us then!" Ella told me

"I cant go out in this state! Im a mess!" I responded back.

"We will help you look nice! But trust us! You will want to come with!" Maddy added.

"OK...." I said as they helped me up and helped me pick out a hair style and make up. I finished getting ready and we walked out the door

Cian's POV
We arrived at the restaurant sooner than expected and the waiter brought us to a big table. I didnt bother counting the spots cause I figured it was just how it was. I sat there staring at the pattern of the table cloth. The boys were talking to themselves...

"I wonder where the girls are? They are going to be late" I heard Ryan say. I figured by girls they meant their girlfriends. It made me think of Amie again as I put my head down and just stared towards the door.

A few minutes had gone by and a group of girls came in. I recognized the first one as Chloe. I guess they are here. Following Chloe came Maddy, then Charlie, then Ella, then Tara. All five were here...so Im the odd one out...this should be fun. That was until she walked through the door too.

My pov
"Im not so sure of this anymore" I said as we walked through the doors to the restaurant.
"Too late now" Chloe said. I looked around wondering why it was too late to leave....that was until I seen he was at the table too.

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