I lost, but i fought || J.B

Chapter 14

i looked up and everyone was staring wide eyed at me except christian because he had already heard me before and Leah who looked genuinely offended. i looked down shyly.

"t-that was amazing" Mrs. small said.

"thank you" i said blushing.

"where did you learn to control your voice like that?" she asked amazed.

"i always loved singing and just did it. my brother told me i was good and i started singing alone for real, then when i was in the orphanage i was alone, a lot. and it gave me the chance to practise a lot. that was my way of talking since i didn't talk to anyone" i said speaking the truth to complete strangers. a new experience. i hate it, never doing it again.

"you just learned that by yourself?"

"yeah" i said walking back to my seat. on my way i got many 'you were amazing' or something like that. i thanked them all. 

we had music then some other classes and now it's lunch. i sat down with Marcus and the gang. which consisted of Marcus, alfie, Zoe, Caspar and Joe. Caitlin has been a little down today, she is trying to hide it, but i can see it. i saw her walking past us.

"hey Caitlin" i yelled at her. she looked at me and tried too smile. i scooted over and clapped the seat. she walked over and sat down.

"hey" she greeted everyone

"hi" they all greeted back. Joe was staring at Caitlin a lot.

"are you okay?" i whispered to her. everyone was talking so they didn't hear me. she nodded and forced a smile.

"liar" i whispered again. she looked at me with a look that said 'let-it-go'.

"tell me later or i will have to force it out of you" she nodded.

her and joe were in a serious flirting conversation. what about Justin? she was flirting back. i don't get it.

"why don't you ever have lunch" Marcus asked bringing me out of my little world.

"i'm anorexic" i said, it's true, but i was starved and i'm not used to eating a lot yet, so if i eat much i get sick and throw up. i know i'm not really anorexic then, but it's just easier to say.

"really?" he asked.

"well i'm not used to eating a lot, and if i do i throw up" i said like it's nothing. i think everyone heard me because everyone looked at me weirdly.

"what?" i ask.

"you know this is a problem, you say it like it's nothing" Caitlin say to me. i get really awkward when people start caring for me and stuff. so of course i just tell some excuse so i can leave.

"well i have to use the bathroom" i said getting up.

"this isn't over" Caitlin warned me.

"well you're telling me what is bothering you first" i said walking away. i walked over to christans table.

"hi" i sad shyly, since there was so many people around.

"hey" he said, he grabbed my waist and pulled me down to his lap. it was so normal for us that i always sat on his lap now that we never thought about it.

"why did you leave the table you sat at?"

"they made me feel awkward" he chuckled.

"why?"

"well if i tell you, you are going to make me feel awkward too!" i said, but he just laughed. he didn't question any further so that was good.

"your singing is so good" Christian said so sudden it startled me.

"sorry" he laughed.

"thank you, but it was cruel of you to make everyone force me to sing" i pouted.

"stop pouting babe, you look to hot to do it" someone said. i gave the person who did it a death glare. boys are so nasty.

"it's true you look like one of those European models" he said. i looked at christian, we laughed so hard, i am European. our humor is so lame i know, but OMG! the other people were just looking at us weirdly.

"can i tell?" christian whispered still laughing, i just nodded, still not able to stop laughing.

"she's from Norway" christian said trying his best not to laugh. i was still giggeling like an idiot.

"what?" they all said at the same time

"but... you sound English" he said.

"i've barely said anything to you" i said.

"okay, say 'aurantiaceous'" he said.

"okay, auranti-- eh.. achibbycheche" i said just saying some random things in the end not being able to say the word at all.

"cute" he said.

"okay, so now you know i can't say anything" i said shrugging.  

"that is so cute" they all cooed even christian.

"okay okay, where is Norway are you from?" one of them asked.

"down south, i'm a out of town girl, farmer" i said, flexing my muscles for them.

"okay, cuz i have family in Norway and they live down south too, and they have this weird 'R' sound, right?" he asked me. it's true, normally you roll the 'R', but some places south and in the middle of Norway they don't. we make a 'grr' sound without the 'G'. did that make any sense? i don't know how to explain it.

"well yeah" i said.

"say horror then" no way, honestly i've always had problems say that. (a/n it's true i can't say it at all)

"ehm.. no thanks" i said embarrassed.

"come on" they all said.

"horror" i said very weirdly. they used so much power not laughing

"just laugh" i said. they all laughed. christian was shaking under me of how much he was laughing.

"that is the cutest thing i've ever heard" one said.

they were still laughing.

"okay, it's not funny anymore" i said seriously after like 2 minutes.

"okay sorry" they all said and stopped laughing. everyone kept on telling me to say different words and laughed when i couldn't say them right.

lunch finished and the rest of the day was P.E.

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Joe and Zoe on the side.

Next update: Wednesday!