I lost, but i fought || J.B

Chapter 38

I press the break and the car stops abruptly. making justin jolt forward in his seat, but he gets pulled straight back because of his seatbelt.

"Fuck, i'm pissed, you cheat on me and don't tell me, the day you asked me to be your girlfriend, and i said YES, are you fucking trying to kill me?!" i rant angrily in Norwegian.

"i don't-" he starts

"and you think i'm not going to notice, you are a celebrity, a popular one too, and you think you can kiss someone behind my back without me notecing?! eh?" i cut him off almost screaming. "I love you, but you don't seem to care, i knew it, i should never have trusted you, or anyone all they do is hurt me" i say putting my head in my hands, letting the tears fall. "i trusted you" i say in english.

"what?" he says.

"you cheated" i say.

"what? no i- oh" he says when i show him the page with the kiss. "she threw herself at me, i told her i had a girlfriend, but she just shrugged it off" he tries to explain. i just shake my head and start driving again. "please Hannah, babe. it's the truth, she's been hanging over me ever since we met on that photoshoot" he begs. "she flirted with me a lot, but i never flirted back, I promise"

"you could have told me" i say after minutes of silence, but when i stop infront of justin's house i have to say something.

"but i was sleeping over at you place, wasn't i?" he asks desperatly.

"no, i need some space, if you understood Norwegian you'd understand why" i say calmly.

"tell me, please i'm begging you, tell me what you said" i begs.

"basically what i said was that i should never have trusted you, because people always hurt me" i say, my lip quivering.

"babe, i just- i didn't know what too say, she threw her self at me" he tries again.

"no, just go home, and let me think" i say rejecting him, not looking at him at all. Just playing with the ring on my hand. i hear the door opening.

"just know Hannah, i didn't kiss back" he says one last time before a voice thet i never wanted too hear, ever.

"Ahhh, Justin you're home, finally" Selena's horribly ugly voice is heard. Justin closes my car door. i look up through my lashes, and see Selena throwing herself at justin, hugging him close. I just can't contain my anger any more.

"Whore" i scream in Norwegian as i pull her hair back, she let's out a girly and pained scream. "get off my boyfriend you little slut" i say looking up at her. that's the worst part of being short, when you try to look intimidating, but you can't because you're too short.

"this is your girlfriend?" she asks justin with a snort. she bends down to my level. "she's so ugly, and short. A kid" she says tapping my nose.

"old little bitch" i say in norwegian laughing at her.

"oh, she can't even talk english?" she says standing straight. i look behind her and see justin looking at me not her. point for me, bitch.

"oh, i can, it's just that bad words like that shouldn't be said so old people can hear them, respect the old ones" i say smirking. Justin let's out a snort, trying to hold in his laugh, another point, 2 - 0. she glares down at me.

"this is a nice necklace" she says cupping the necklace i got from lucas in her hand. "to bad if something happened too it" she smirkes, and before i can do anything, she rips it off me and throws it behind me. i gasp and my eyes follow the necklace all the way. the necklace lands in a hole that leads down i the sewers. i gasp again and Justin gasps too.

"no" i whisper, tears welling up in my eyes.

"oh so the girl's going to cry now, it was just a necklace, probably a fake one" she smirkes.

"just a necklace?" i ask quietly. "just a necklace?!" i scream the second time, grabbing the collar of her shirt and pushing her back against the wall. "my brother gave that too me" i scream in her face. "it was worth a lot too me" she just smirks at me. "you little worthless piece of shit, so you have no shame?" i ask quietly, letting go of her collar. she keeps smirking. "unbelievable" i say, turing around. "wait" i say tuning around and slapping her across the face, the sharp slap sound even starteling me a little. i turn around and look at justin, he is looking at me sympatheticly. i walk up to him and turn to look at selena, she is watching me with disgust in her eyes. i lean up and kiss justin hard on the lips, he kisses me back hard, and i savor the moment as i'm sure it's going to be a little while untill the next time. "i'll be going home, do some thinkig, i don't know for how long, but we are not over, not until you or i say so, okay?" i whisper against his lips. he nods. i pull away from the kiss. "i dare you too touch my man again, you'll regret so much you'd rather be dead" i threathen her, pointing at her.

"i love you, Hannah" justin says out loud too me, looking at me. what? love? that is way too early. you can't love anyone after just about a month of dating, can you? i know i said it, but he didn't undestand me then. me being me i panick and just sit down in the car.

"i love you too" i whisper too myself as i start the car.

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