I lost, but i fought || J.B

Chapter 23

school, school, school. i hate school. no i don't, i hate the people at school, no poor people, i hate Leah, Chloe, Danielle and Spencer. god, such bitches. they threw my hat off and laughed at me, then Leah slapped me in the face, like in my nose where the cut is, my nose even started bleeding. i was so mad at her, so i punched her straight in the face. her nose wasn't bleeding, mine was.

now we both are at the principals office, my nose is still bleeding after 5 minutes.

"Are you really blaming me?" i ask him exasperated.

"yes" he says. what? my nose is bleeding, not hers. my face is split in half , not hers. she may be the one crying, but that's because she's a wimp.

"HONESTLY?! IT IS MY NOSE BLEEDING HERE! IT IS MY FACE SPLIT IN HALF THAT SHE SLAPPED!" i hit my fists on his desk. "SHE'S THE CRUEL ONE THAT BULLIES ME!" i turn and leave the room, i am so fucking mad! i throw away the paper i was holding under my nose, because my nose stopped bleeding.

"I HATE THAT WHORE" i scream in Norwegian, my English gets really bad when i scream and i don't want people to understand me. "i hate her, i hate her so much" i tell myself as i walk around in the hallways trying to find the classroom i was suppose to be in now. "i hate the bitch ass hoe principal" i don't swear often, but when i'm mad i don't care.

"what are you talking about" Marcus says from behind me.

"just talking to myself" i say, not wanting him to know about my bleeding and anger.

"you sound mad" busted! shit..

"i am"

"why?" he asks.

"Leah slapped me so my nose started bleeding and i just snapped so i punched her and she started crying, and the prisipal blamed it all on me! and my nose was bleeding, she slapped me first, my face is split in half and he doesn't believe me"

"wow, what a bitch" he mutters to himself. "and the principal? what the actual fuck?"

"yeah i know, but i have a big headache so i'm gonna head home" i smile

"sure i'll tell the teacher you got sick"

"thanks bro" just because we are bros. Marcus found out that i wasn't interested so he stopped flirting.

i walk home with the biggest headache ever. god dammit how much longer is it. i walk for about 5 more minutes. when i am finally home i see sandi and will's cars are home. i thought they were at work.

"hello?" i say when i'm in the hallway. no answer. i walk up to my bathroom and take a pain killer for my headache and nose.

"HANNAH" i hear a very angry Sandi yell. shit. i sprint down to where the voices came from.

"sit" will points to a chair. i jump up on the chair.

"I just got a call from the principal" sandi says. so that's why their mad.

"you're suspended, out this week" What? that's news to me.

"i didn't know, why?" i say

"because you rudely yelled at the principal and stormed out" Sandi snaps.

"and a fight?" will asks.

"she hit me first"

"not an excuse" sandi says

"well i just snapped, i'm tired of being bullied by her, and-"

"well does that mean you have to use violence?" will snaps. did they just ignore that i get bullied?

"she slapped me so hard my nose started bleeding, and my face is already split in half" i snap at them. i stand up and start taking my shoes on.

"where do you think you are going Missy?" will asks me sternly.

"to someone who cares, and listens!" i snap as i open the door and slam it close when i get out! i feel the tears running down my cheeks. why did they just ignore the fact that i get bullied?

i start walking faster. i need to get there quickly. to someone who listens to me before they yell at me. when i'm there i wipe my tears then i knock on the door.

"why are you here?" pattie asks confused. and when i look up and she sees that i'm crying, she pulls me inside the house and hugs me hard.

"what happened?" she asks. i tell her everything from Leah hitting me, to will and sandi yelling at me. i tell her a little about the bulling that has happened before with Leah. she hugs me again.

"you know you shouldn't punch someone" she scolds mildly.

"i know i was just tied of her bullshit" i nod as i say.

"language" she scolds. i giggle a tiny laugh.

"where is Justin?" i ask.

"he is-"

"here" Justin answers from behind us.

"are you okay?" he asks worried

"yeah sure" i smile.

"really?" he asks. i nod. "you sounded unsure"

"i was suspended from school, and sandi and will got mad at me"

"well you seem better now i can tell" he smiled.

"pattie is one good mother" i smile. since i see her more as a mother than anyone else.

"what?" pattie asks me.

"oh i'm sorry" maybe that was inappropriate to say.

"no, no, you see me as a mother?" she asks obviously touched.

"well yeah, i feel safe in your arms, you are the closest i've got as a mother" i say. and a tear fall from her eyes. "no, no pattie don't cry" i say.

"i'm sorry, it's just that i'm so happy that you see me like that, and i've always wanted a daughter" she hugs me tight.

"aw, i love you" i say.

"i love you too" she mutters in my hair.

i hung out there the rest of the day, Marcus texted me once asking me if i was okay, and christian texted me and asked me where the hell i was. i replied that he should ask his parents. he didn't reply any further, as i didn't want to go home Justin offered me to stay the night.

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