I lost, but i fought || J.B

Chapter 37

"come in" we hear a weak, but exited Zoe say when we knocked on her door.

"hi, babe" i say practically jumping inside and attacking her in a hug, and sitting besides her in her bed.

"hi, HanHan" she smiles.

"hi, Z" Alfie says Kissing her. she just kisses him back as a response.

"hello, Zoe" Justin says politely.

"Hi, Justin" she replies smiling her sweet smile.

"me and justin bought magazines" i say and justin plops the two bags of magazines on my lap. i giggle, and he chuckles.

"oh my god, you've gone all out" she giggles.

"well yeah" i smile picking up one of the gossip magazines. One direction is on the cover. "oh, my god, i never got to see the end results of the British X-factor" i say opening the magazine.

"i did!" Zoe says looking at the magazine with me.

"what place did they get?" i ask flipping to the page that is about them. "i never got to see it, because the TV at the orphanage broke, and they couldn't fix it in time for the finals, and i just never heard anything about them again" i say chuckling.

"they got third" she says smiling.

"what? they totally deserved first place" i say looking at the pictures of the five guys.

"but Simon cowell signed them, because they got so many fans, so they are coming with a single this year sometime" she says exited.

"i like harry the best" i smile pointing at him.

"i like liam" she smiles pointing at him.

"yeah, it says here that they are coming out with the single in September" i say. "the five boys who came third in the British X-factor is coming out with their first single 11. September" i read the line out loud confirming what i just said.

"i bet it's going to be good" she smiles.

"me too" i smile. i keep reading the magazine sometimes if there came something funny or weird i would read it loud, so would Zoe. Justin and Alfie is sitting in the corner just having a conversation.

"it looks more like we are dating, and Alfie and Justin are" Zoe say giggling. i giggle along with her as i flip to the next page in the magazine, and when i saw what was there my heart stopped.

"what?" i say weakly, tears welling in my eyes. i read the article.'Justin Bieber kissing Selena Gomez' i keep reading the article.

June 18, pop sensation Justin Bieber was seen outside Starbucks with his friend Alfredo Flores and Selena Gomez. Bieber was handing Gomez a cup of coffee as they left the shop, Bieber's award is a full kiss on his mouth. Fredo seems oblivious to the kiss as he is standing there talking to a duck. The kiss seemed to be all normal as they just kept walking afterwards. What happened too that cute unknown girl Justin was seen with earlier today, and has been seen with the last few weeks? are they over? or were they never on?

Did he cheat on me? on the same freaking day he asked me to be his girlfriend. i close my eyes and the tears that threatened to fall disappear.

"what? what's wrong?" Zoe asks from besides me. i look up at her, then over at Justin that is still in a deep conversation with Alfie. i put my index finger over my lips, telling her to be quiet. she nods, and i show her the page with the picture of him kissing Selena. Zoe's eyes widen, but she remains quiet. she furrows her eyebrows as she reads the same text as i just did. "oh my god" she whisper yells.

"what?" both Justin and Alfie says at the same time. i quickly close the magazine.

"just this really hot dude, that looks really weird in a picture" i say as an excuse.

"who?" Justin asks alarmed. i open the magazine to the poster pages, and show them the picture of Justin. Justin and Alfie both bursts out laughing looking at the ridiculous picture of Justin with kissing marks on his jaw and cheek.

"why are you laughing?" i ask confused.

"we were just talking about that photoshoot and how stupid it was" he chuckles.

"why was it stupid?" i ask.

"this gay dude kept flirting with me and i got totally uncomfortable, so Selena that was having one after me she yelled at him, and he started crying" he say laughing a little. Selena Gomez, i'm starting to dislike her.

"and when did you have this pohotosoot?" i ask trying to sound interested, but really i just want to know when he was with Selena.

"the day before your birthday, Friday" he says smiling. i look up at Zoe and she gives me a sympathetic smile. i smile a sad one back.

"we should go, let Zoe and Alfie be alone for some time. You'll get home right?" i ask Alfie. he nods. "good" i get out of Zoe's bed. "Call me if you need anything, okay?" i tell Zoe hugging her.

"okay, good luck with him" she whispers so only i can hear.

"thank you" i whisper back smiling. "come on" i say bringing only the magazine with the kissing in. walking out the door without waiting for him or anything. i click at the button, waiting for the elevator to arrive. As i do Justin catches up with me, the elevator plings and i walk inside while taking a deep breath. Justin stands next too me, he tries to take my hand, but i pull away, not really wanting to hold his hand or be close to him. he lets out a sigh.

"why did you only bring back one of them?" he say, probably talking about the magazine.

"i didn't finish reading this, and i wanted too" i say harshly. the elevator ride is long and painfully quiet. when it arrives at the bottom i hurry out and walk quickly too the parking lot, fishing my keys out of my pocket as i do.

i speed down the road, way over the speed limit. just trying to get some anger out of my system. not a single word has been said yet, just Justin taking in deep breathes when i take sharp turns.

"what are you doing? are you planning on killing us!?" he screams as i drive on a road that is pretty much abandoned, it's one of those old roads that no one drives on since the high way came. The second i turned into this road i pressed my foot harder on the pedal making the car go even faster.

***

Next update: Friday

Dedication: OneLonelyyGirl damn guurl! thank you for commenting so much, means so much! :3

comment to get a dedication. Honestly i just want to say wow, so many people commented on the last chapter, wish i could dedicate it to everyone of you, but if you keep on commenting, it might be you next time :3 THANK YOU!