I lost, but i fought || J.B

Chapter 39

"you really need to talk too him" Zoe scolds into the phone. it's been 4 week since Justin cheating, and i really haven't talked to him since, just small texts occasionally asking me how i'm doing, or if we are still a thing. i always reply that i'm good, and that we are i just need some time. i haven't seen Zoe since that last time either, but we talk on the phone everyday. i wish i could say she is doing better, but she is getting worse. Alfredo and me talked sometimes too, we're getting closer, even closer than me and Marcus. me and Marcus are friends, but me and Alfredo are getting closer to best friends. Yes, i'm one of those people who believe you can have more than one best friend. here in Canada i would say i have three Justin, Zoe and Alfredo, and in Norway i had three Tan, Kat and Mia.

summer holiday started, so no worries about school.

"can i please visit you?" i beg.

"ehm.. but you really should talk too him" she says nervously, trying to change the topic.

"Zoe!" i say loudly into the phone. "you are not getting better, and i want to see you" i say quietly.

"i know, it's just- eh" she hesitates. "okay you can come, if you promise to forgive Justin" she challenges.

"fine, just because i love you" i say stubbornly.

"and him" she coo's.

"yeah" i whisper.

"what really? you love him?" she asks exited.

"yeah, i do" i tell her, because i do, it's crazy i know, but i do.

"does he love you?" she asks.

"he said he did, but that was 4 weeks ago, so i hope he still does"

"he has too, you forgive him first then visit me, okay?" she asks.

"yeah, okay. I love you" i smile.

"love you too" she says before hanging up. i get in my car and drive to justin's place, but when i come there i realize that i actually have no reason to forgive him at all, he still kissed her. i pick up my phone and call Zoe again.

"hello?" she asks into the phone.

"hey, tell me again why i should forgive him?" i ask. she sighs.

"i promised i wouldn't tell you, but he has been calling me every third day or so to ask if you are talking about him, how you're doing and i know that you have looked in every gossip magazine these last few weeks to see if he has been hanging with Selena again, he hasn't. He loves you, just tell him that you love him too, he has been faithfull to you" she rants.

"okay, okay, i just needed a reason" i smile.

"you always do" she says, and i can almost hear the grin on her face.

"bye, Zoe" i say to my stupid best friend.

"bye, silly" she says and i hang up. i get out of the car and walk towards the door, i walk up to his front door, and get ready to knock, but i realize that i don't know what to say. so i hesitates as i try to think about what to say.

when i have figured out what to say, i make sure my outfit is perfect, i straighten out my nude blouse that is tucked in a pair of black high waisted shorts and that my snap back sits perfectly on my head, i get ready to knock, but the door opens before i get the chance.

"Hannah? whet are you doing here?" a very confused Justin asks.

"eh.. ehm.. i-i" i start to stutter very surprised that the door opened. i clear my throat and try again, "I love you" i say confidently. Justin looks at me shocked, but only for a brief moment before he attacks my lips in a passionate kiss. How i've missed his lips on mine.