I lost, but i fought || J.B

Chapter 47

We both fall into a small slumber, but only to awoken moments later by Pattie.

"Justin?!" we hear pattie yell from downstairs. her footsteps running up the stairs.

"shit" me and Justin says at the same time. "bathroom" he says, and i run for the bathroom. closing and locking the door, starting the shower so it sounds like i'm showering. my underwear is out there, shattered on the floor. Justin is out there completely naked. i have no idea whet he's doing or saying to pattie. i lean up against the door just to listen.

"here's the necklace you wanted me to get" i hear pattie say.

"shh, mom be quiet, she's just in the shower, she might hear you" Justin says. me? what about me? why wasn't i suppose to hear that?

"oh okay, it's cute that you went trough so much work just for that necklace" i can imagine pattie smiling down at the necklace that is in either her hands or Justin's.

"she deserves it, Selena just threw it away, and she got it from her brother" my necklace? the treble clef necklace? he found it.

"mhm" he agrees. "i'm not going to ask you why you're just in your boxers holding Hannah's bra" she says before i can hear the door, close. i turn the shower off and come out of the bathroom, may i add that i am still completely naked.

"oh my god" i giggle, as i walk over to my panties on the floor.

"i think she knows" Justin says with a horrified look on his face. i take my panties on and walk over to him.

"who cares" i say kissing him, while taking my bra out of his hand.

"i care" he says eyeing me with confusion.

"but really, she knew it was gonna happen didn't she?" i ask taking my bra on.

"i guess she did, she's actually been hinting for it for some time now" he sigh running his hand through his hair, and for a brief moment i feel like he is regretting it. that he regrets giving me his virginity.

"do you regret it?" i ask looking down at my naked feet.

"no, babe why are you saying that?" he asks taking his hands on my shoulders.

"i don't know, maybe you regretted doing it with me, maybe you wanted to do it with someone else" i say looking up at him with sad eyes.

"no, i wanted to do it with you, i'm so happy you were my first, Hannah don't ever think that" he says hugging me.

"okay" i say hugging him back, "what did Pattie want?" i ask.

"she just picked something up for me and she had to give it to me" he says stroking my hair.

"what was it?" i ask even though i partly know already.

"it's a surprise" i smirks down at me. "let's go grab some food, a date, you and me, our last day together, for a while" he smiles. i nod.

i put on a high waistet leather skirt over my white tank top. of course i have my ring on, i put on a pair of black pumps. my hair is hanging in it's normal waves, but to spice it up a little i put a black bow in it. i look at the time and see that it's 4 pm, which means we almost used the whole day on sex, our last day, on sex. i don't regret it, i just wish we had more time. more time together.

"this is a nice restaurant" i say, looking around. we're sitting in this little old restaurant, there is not many people here, just another old couple, and i can't help myself to stare at them. how they look at each other with so much love in their eyes, how they look so comfortable with each other, how the old man still can make the old lady giggle like a newly made couple, and i feel a pang of jealousy run through me, they have each other, she doesn't look like she has anything to worry about neither does he, not like me and Justin who is being to caught up by the fact that he is leaving early tomorrow, we are worrying so much that we can't even enjoy this moment. we are both too deep in out thoughts.

"penny for your thoughts?" Justin asks taking my hand. i look up at him and meet his eyes immediately.

"i was just looking at that old couple behind there, looking at how much they love each other, still, after probably 40 years or more" i say smiling sweetly at him. he turns his head to look behind him where the couple is sitting. "and i was just thinking about how we are both thinking to much" i smile at the irony of that sentence.

"we are" he says giving my hand a little squeeze.

"let's just enjoy this moment, and worry about tomorrow, tomorrow" i smile squeezing his hand back.

"yeah" he says leaning over the table to give me a quick kiss.

"here's your sundae" a waiter says, setting our sundae on the table along with two spoons.

"thank you" i say politely, but she ignores me and just looks at Justin, eye raping him. i look at Justin and he is frowning, feeling uncomfortable under her intense stare. "excuse me?" i asks her softly. she turns to look at me with a glare. i take up my spoon and drop it to the floor when she is watching me. "i need a new spoon" i say to her my voice ever so softly. she glares at me even harder than before, bends down, picks up the spoon and walks off.

"wow, she is scary" Justin comments when she is out of sight. i giggle. he picks up the spoon and start eating of the sundae. i look at him, with a big smile. he takes the spoon with ice, cream and chocolate sauce up to my mouth and i open it, he feeds me some ice. a cheesy moment, shearing a sundae, him feeding me, but even though it's cheesy it's perfect.

"i have something for you" Justin says when the waiter once again disappear after giving me a spoon.

"hmm? what?" i ask sweetly.

"this" he says taking up a big velvet box. "it's for you" he says handing it too me.

"thank you" i say leaning over the table to give him a small kiss. i open the box, and as i suspected it was the treble clef necklace. but i'm still shocked, how? "is it really the same one?" i ask. he nods, and i smile wider. "how?" i ask confused, picking it up and holding it in my hand.

"i called someone, they found it in the sewer, cleaned it and sent it too us" he smiles.

"thank you so much, Justin. This is amazing" i say, unclasping the claps, getting ready to take it on myself, but Justin stands up from his seat.

"no let me" he says standing behind me and taking the necklace from my hand. i lift my hair so it won't be in the way.

"thank you" i say again.

"the clock is almost 8 pm" he says taking a seat again. i look down, giving him a small nod. i feel tears prickle in my eyes. "hannah?" he asks worries. i smile a little as a tear fall. 

"i'm going to miss you so fucking much" i laugh a pathetic laugh as more tears fall.

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Justin is leaving :c thank you so much for all the happy birthdays :D