Meek's POV.
"Baby please don't go", I looked at my wife as she wrapped her hair up in a bun fixing her army outfit .
Every time she leaves it's my heart that she's taken from me , I dunno if she's gone for good or returning in the morning 🎶
N: I have to baby I'm sorry, I'm serving our country and I'm making sure we good in the future Rihmeek , I promise when I get back I will get out of the army and get another job babe.
"Its okay Onika I get it, now come we have to get you there in time", She wiped the tear from my eye grabbing her bag. She walked out to the car while I grabbed our two year old Oniya walking out and strapping her in getting in the drivers side .
N: I'm gonna miss my pookie
"She's gonna miss you Nic", We reached the airport all you could see was soldiers with there family , I got Oniyah out and watched as Nicki grabbed her bag from the back .
'Come here babe don't cry', She wiped my tears away kissing me taking Oniya out of my arms .
N: Mommy is gonna miss you baby, I love youuu .
O: I wove you to mommy
She kissed her forehead giving her back to me while she walked away Oniya stuck her head in the crook of my neck crying, Nicki looked back blowing me a kiss causing me to catch it and put it to my heart .
She's gone again...🎶💔
I strapped Niya back in and got in driving home, once we were home I put Oniya down in her room going into the room laying on Onika side of the bed gripping her pillow close to me. I started to cry being away from her is torture but I get that she has to protect our country and provide a better future for us.
I don't wanna sleep if you ain't here 🎶
I tossed and turned , I woke up from the nightmare of Onika getting shot and starts crying again, My wife the other of my child , I didn't want to think about my everything being killed I looked at the time and realized it was morning time I still didn't get no sleep .
Sleep, She's coming back ....
Sleep, She's coming back ....
I kept replaying in my head she was okay , I know she's okay. I heard Oniyah cry through the moiter and went into her room getting her out her crib changing her diaper and brushing her little teeth , I bring her downstairs and into the kitchen sitting her in her highchair .
"What you want to eat baby girl", She made her thinking face which caused her dimples to pop out , I started thinking about Onika again .
O: Apple sauce daddy
I grabbed her apple sauce out the fridge grabbing her spoon sitting in front of her , I started feeding her as she made funny faces she reminded me so much of Nicki .
'All done daddy, juice', I realized she ate every bit of it and handed her the sippy cup .
"You look just like your mommy", I kissed her forehead sitting on the couch with her on my lap putting on Hannah Montana .
'Daddy sleep', I nodded my head picked her taking her to her room laying her down, I went back to my room trying to get some sleep in bug My wife was the only thing on my mind .
6:00 A.M
I want you to know that our bed, our sheets, our pillows get lonely
on...Yo side of the bed 🎶
I woke up from another dream and decided to turn on the tv, I kept turning the channel until something caught my attention....
"Female soldier found dead in the middle of the battlefield protecting our country"
I quickly turned off the tv breaking down hoping it wasn't her, my thoughts started thinking the worst. I hears the doorbell ring and went to go answer it , I noticed the red car with the flag and broke down....She's gone.
After they left I slid down the door crying even harder then before, my wife is gone....She's gone 😪😭
I knew I shouldn't have let her go, I let her go I didn't fight for her....She's gone .
