Kijani Cebra | Jani
I was in the docters office waiting for imformation.
"Bae i'd be a sexy ass docter" i said playing with all the equipment.
"Put all that shit away" he laughed
"What? Im serious wouldn't i be a sexy"
"Yes you would, i'd love for you to be my docter." he smiled
"Awe" i said while putting the stuff away
The docter came in and closed the door.
"Congratulations Ms. Cebra you are 1 month and 2 week pregnant" the nan said
I was confused what the fuck
"You playing with me or what cause rhst shit aint funny" i said seriously
"Im serious pregnancy isnt something docters joke about." he said
I looked at Markus he shrugged then he smiled.
I rolled my eyes.
I legit dont wanna be pregnant, but im not finna get rid of it and blame nobody for it either. But this baby fucking me up, i cant work no more and i love my job now Markus actually got a reason for my ass to stay home and not do shit. 😒
I wanna slap Markus just cause his ugly ass getting his way.
"Okay" was all i said
"Okay imma give you these pills and come back and see me in 6 weeks" he said.
"Okay"
He gave me the stuff i needed then we left out the hospital.
"Are you happy?" i asked
"Yeah i always wanted a child" he smiled "Are you?"
"No"
He smile dropped
"Why not?"
"Cause im not ready for a child yet."
"So what you finna do?" he asked
"Imma have this baby, im not finna kill it. I'd be on some shit if i did that"
"Good"
"But I still wanna work im not done working and now this baby gonna come and put my life on hold. Being in the game is my life" i said
He nodded
"Maybe you can finally go to college"
"I guess" i said looking out the window
I feel like crying to be honest bruh, this some bullshit! But im finna suck it up cause ion have time to stress.
I finna go home eat and take my ass cause ion feel like talking i just need some time to adjust to this shit.
"Bae can you buy me some hot wings" i said quietly
"Of course" he said
He went and bought me the wings and we went home. I told everyone hey then went to my room.
I changed into some comfy clothes thenm sat on the bed and quietly ate my food.
I gave some to Markus and when he finished he threw the plate away.
I quietly laid in the bed and stared at nothing. Markus laid on the bed and it was quiet for a while.
"Baby"
"Yeah?"
"You mad?"
"No, why?"
"You so quiet and you've been real distant" he said
"Im just trying to adjust to this, im actually having a child and im not ready for it abd i have to learn to do it" i said
"I'll be with you every step of the way, we'll learn together. We in this together" he said pulling me to himand kissing my forhead
"Okay" i said
"Good"
I laid my head on his chest and yawned.
Im tired but im not sleepy
Thats weird
I closed my eyes so when im falling asleep it will be easier.
Damn, im actually having a baby a real live human being.
In all seriousness this is something i never thought would happen.
But you know what they say expect the unexpected.....
God please help me.
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