Chapter 3
Jordan
"boys are stupid" ava and i had our face masks on and we were panting each others nails. We just got pedicures. "tell me about it" she whispered. I gasped "do you have a crush avalon?" she started blushing "Dont tell anyone aunt jay!" 6th graders these days. "what's his name?" I smiled "nick" she smiled "oh wow.. That's interesting. Is he being difficult?" she nodded "yeah, everyone says he likes me but whenever I say hi his face turns red and he runs away like im some hideous monster" I finished her nails "he's just shy, you aren't hideous, or a monster. You are beautiful" I poked her nose "now we're gonna make some food, and go in your room. Sounds good yes?" she stood "marvelous"
Ava fell asleep on my lap awhile go. It's 5 in the morning and we made cupcakes and rice krispies. We got though 3 movies before she fell asleep. I put her upright before I left the room to clean up the kitchen which was already spotless. "are you done being angry. Because im tired and I want to sleep with my wife" cameron came out of nowhere "I honestly didnt forget about it I wanted to go baby girl I promise but-" my perfect eyebrow cut him off "I get it. Work got in the way. I shouldn't expect you to stop everything for me sometimes and I have to realize that you have other things to do, besides myself" he smiled "wow after 18 years you realize that" I hit him "whatever" he took my hand and took me to our room "oh i left the premises today" laugh my ass off, I wasnt supposed to "are you serious Jordan?" I nodded "it was fun. Im okay no one saw me" I cuddled up on his chest and he was out. He must have been really tired
It's 12:41 and cameron missed his meeting aha. Im not gonna wake him up. "DAD!" roman bust in our room. Cameron rolled over "what" he muttered "you missed the meeting!" Cameron's eyes opened and he said up looking at the clock "damn" HA. He stood up "did you go?" he asked "no I was asleep" roman shrugged and left. "im leaving. I'll see you tonight" sigh. "bye" I sighed. Cameron and I haven't went on a date, barely have had sex, and haven't really spent time with each other for awhile. The last time he said he loves me was about two weeks ago
Two
Weeks
It sucks.
Also the last time he even called me beautiful was about, hmm let me think, last month. I feel like trash.
I got out of bed and went to avas room. She was watching cartoons while texting "hey brown sugar honey drop of cinnamon" I called ava that because she has brown hair and brown freckles that remind me of cinnamon. She's so cute! "good morning. Guess what!" she said excitedly "nick added me on Snapchat!" interesting "wow I don't know what a Snapchat is but congrats" the door opened downstairs "ava!" I heard Zack yell "awe man. You're leaving me" she stood up "hurry up ava im late" Zack yelled again "shut up!" I told him. She gathered her stuff and we walked downstairs together "thanks jay" he hugged me "no problem we had fun" ava hugged me and left. Tears, now what? I rubbed my belly and felt bell kick. Ouch. I walked back into my room and decided to take a nap.
Blood covered my hands when I woke up.. Oh fuck. I stood up seeing blood on my pants and on the blankets. I had a really sharp pain in my stomach. My hands started getting clammy. I heard crying in the bathroom, it sounded like a babies cry. I timidly opened the door and there was a blood bath with a women holding a baby while crying "this is your fault!" the women turned around. It was me. "you killed my baby!" I was crying. Oh my -
I snapped up out of bed and felt my stomach "oh my gosh bell" I rubbed my stomach "kick for momma" felt it a little "good enough" my heart was racing. I grabbed my water bottle and took a few gulps. I need air.
"Mrs. Johnson where are you going?" a security guard asked me when I left the house "I need air. I don't care what cameron has to say, Im a grown woman I can do whatever I want" fuck all of this! "well be safe" he tossed a gun at me. I continued my walk while talking to Bella. I needed this. Before I knew it, it was getting dark outside. I turned my phone on and had over 200 missed calls. Why do they always do this excessive calling. "hello?" I called cameron back "so you leave the house, turn off your phone, Dont let anyone know, call me back 4 fucking hours later. Jordan it's 8:03 where the fuck are you?" to be honest I don't know "In a field.. Where are you?" he groaned "doesn't matter. Get home now!" who is this kid talking to? "who are you talking to? Last time I checked, im a grown woman I can do whatever I-AHH" I screamed. "WHAT HAPPENED?!" he yelled. Laugh my ass off it was just a bunny "nothing" I chuckled "jordan. Come home" I hung up. He must have forgot who I am.
He's gonna learn today.
