Keep It To Yourself -Gallavich

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So ok what did I just do?

I trashed kashs store.

I found out Ian was gay.

And...

That is? I thought today was more eventful than that.

So maybe I like Ian?

Am I really going to come to terms with this now?

No. not really.

Not fully at least. Just, not yet.

I'm 24 and I still haven't come to face the fact I like dudes.

I've known since I kissed that one kid when I was in middle school.

He was cute, though.

And we were both still confused so it worked out.

I know that.

But there have been a few hookups here and there but nope. I'm still straight.

I feel like my brain is saying 'straight' and my heart is saying 'hella gay'.

And well, my dick says 'hella gay' too, but we don't talk about that.

Should I talk to Ian?

Or make a move or something?

Im so fucking confused in what I want to do.

Right now I want to sleep.

So that's what I'm going to do.