1𝙉𝙊𝙏 𝘼 𝙎𝙐𝙋𝙀𝙍𝙃𝙀𝙍𝙊ʳᵉⁱᵈ

32 | you make this too easy to fall apart

you make this too easy to fall apart

t h i r t y - t w o

"You're so pretty when you cry"

She glared at him as he drug the knife along her skin, bitting her cheek until blood poured over her teeth to stop herself from making noise.

"You know, when you left me, I had absolutely nothing. You had taken everything from me"

He cut her deeper, grinning wickedly as he watched the tears roll down her cheeks.

"Why?"

She asked through gritted teeth. He slowly pulled away, wiping the knife off with a nearby rag, setting it on the table.

"What do you mean lalka?"

"Why are you doing this!?"

"Because, you left me with nothing! Nothing! I want to show you how that feels! You walked away with my heart in your hand, you never even thought about me again, did I really mean that little to you?"

She looked at him for a moment, no words coming out of her mouth.

"ANSWER ME!"

"I was 15, I was scared. I had to change my name frequently, and moving had become a part of my routine, just like dying my hair and changing my name. That's why I moved here with Addien, she was the only one who knew the real me, and I figured we could make it here, her and me, I always dreamed of having a close friendship like that. She knew everything about me, I didn't have to lie to her, and you're right. I didn't think about you ever again, because everytime I thought about you, I'd hate myself for what I had done, but I couldn't do anything about it, all I can do is apologize"

He growled and grabbed a clean rag and a bottle of water.

"Apologies don't change anything lalka, you know that"

"Toni, not this again, please"

He grinned and placed the rag over her face, pouring the water onto it.

"I don't fucking care"

He gave up on the water logging a little bit ago, resorting to burning her with cigarettes.

"Now, tell me about your lovely doctor, lalka"

She didn't say anything, letting her eyes wander around the room, her head lolled to the side and he patted her cheek, trying to keep her awake as her eyes began to droop.

"No, you don't get to sleep, tell me about your boy toy"

He lit up another cigarette and held it against her skin, watching as she sucked in a breath. She had gotten used to the pain, he tsk'ed and tossed the cigarette away, going to grab something else.

"He....he's sweet, s-such a gen-gentleman"

Antoni growled and hit her with the iron fire poker. She stopped asking why he had the things in here, and where he got them from, he had this whole thing planned, he had been waiting for her.

"Does he give you everything that I couldn't?! Hold your hand?! Kiss you when you're sad?! Does he?! ANSWER ME YOU WHORE!"

He had went on a rampage, hitting her with the fire poker over and over again, careful to not hit her in the face.

"H-he's g-good to me, bet-better tha-than you ever wh-where"

She wheezed out, he had knocked the wind out of her, as well as caused her to bleed all over, she could barely feel her arms, and she had lost feeling of her legs a while ago, everytime she breathed, it hurt.

"Suka"

He growled and threw the bloody poker across the room. He watched as her breathing slowed, suddenly getting an idea, she was sat in the chair, she couldn't do anything to fight against him, breathing hurt her. He smirked and walked over to her, his hands dropping to her thighs, pushing the blood stained fabric that used to be her skirt up, watching as her eyes grew in fear.

"N-no, no pleas-please Ant-antoni, do-don't, please no, I-i'll d-do any..thing, not this, please"

She was crying as his fingers slowly moved the fabric of her grey panties aside, slipping between her folds and feeling around, watching as she cried hard.

"As Jennifer Brown once said, there's always time for pain"

"Just like there's always time for pain, there's always time for healing"
- Jennifer Brown

[lalka = doll, suka = bitch]