Trip Ko Lang

Trip Ko Lang(27)

Trixia's POV

"Ladies and gentlemen, we have started our descent for landing, please make sure your seat backs and tray tables are in their full upright position. Make sure your seat belt is securely fastened and all carry-on luggage is stowed underneath the seat in front of you or in the overhead bins. Please turn off all electronic devices until we are safely parked at the gate."

Thank god, I thought the flight was going on forever!

As soon as I got to the airport, Excitement starts to overflow in me. A bitter smile starts to form in my face.  My eyes starts to fill with anger and fury.

Finally, I'm back.

It feels nostalgic though. The place I used to call home...doesn't feel one anymore. The person that used to be mine and only...doesn't love me anymore. The person that I love...had let go already.

But, how can I blame him when it was all my fault from the very start.

In short, it feels like...a foreign place for me now. But that won't take long.   

All the time, I blame myself for everything. I hate myself for taking him for granted. I hate myself for only realizing and regretting in the end. I hate myself for hurting the person I love.

We used to be happy. We used to be inseparable. We used to be inlove with each other. Everything we had was now a 'used to be'.

But...that doesn't mean we can never go back to those 'used to be's, right?

We can still be happy. We can still be inseparable. We can still be inlove with each other!...Once he'll be mine again.

John Dale, you'll be mine again!

Tama na ang pagpapahinga, I've got enough strength packed up already. Tama na ang pananahimik, it's time to know who's the rightful one for you, JD. Tama na ang pagiging kawawa, the petty and vulnerable girl you imagine is now gone.

It's because of Aira...my JD's girlfriend...

Aira...you're my enemy....my enemy.

I'm back. Your life will be a living hell and there will be no escape once our paths meet.

Wish you luck...mang-aagaw!

Aira's POV

Minsan talaga mapapaisip Lang ako...ano ba ang mga pinaggagawa ko Nung March at April, parang wala yata akong maalala! Ni hindi ko nga alam kung lumabas ba ako ng bahay or what? Ngayong May na, ugh! Malapit nanaman ang pasukan! Makapunta nga sa mall at maagang bumili na ng supplies since kapag end of the month, for sure, magsisiksikan nanaman ang mga tao sa mga bookstores at school supplies.

Pero...nakakatamad naman kung walang kasama!

"Bes!" "Pinsan!"

Lumingon ako sa kung sino man na tao ang nag-trespass sa aking kwarto. Nanliit ang mga mata ko, walang iba kundi ang loka kong bestfriend na Si Kai at ang baliw kong
pinsan na Si Dana lang naman ang pumasok. Paano ko maipagsasabay ang dalawang malas ng buhay ko kung isa pa Lang nga sakanila, halos pumutok na ang mga ugat ng utak ko?! Aish!

"Ba't naman kayo nandito?!"pag-iirap ko sakanila. Hindi naman na ayaw ko silang bumisita rito pero...masyado na yatang sobra ang dalawa.

"Hmmm...magpapasama sana ako mag-shopping. Since May na, kailangan ko na daw bumili ng mga gamit and such. Samahan mo na ako pls., pls., plssss.!" pangungumbinse niya.

Tamang-tama! Hayy salamat at may kasama na ako.

"Sige sige. Kailangan ko rin naman bumili ng mga school supplies eh." ani ko. Binalingan ko naman ng pansin ang aking pinsan, "O ikaw naman, anong ginagawa mo dito?"