Alpha's Shattered Mate √

Chapter | 23 | edited

Bethany-

It's amazing really.

It's amazing how time passes on and so much could happen in one day, a day that could potentially mark a place in your memories, just in one day.

Not too long ago I came here to find education and a home, alone. I had planned to be alone and finish education so that I could take that Alpha role but then I find my mate, rogues are attacking, someone's hunting me, and so much more, as these event only happened in a few set of months. I won't lie there's a feeling inside me that actually loved what happiness felt like, except the attacking and hunting me, but meeting my mate, reconnecting with Maya, and so many more, but still, im afraid, I'm afraid to hold on, to care, to smile, to laugh, but most of all I'm afraid to love.

My experience in love has only taken a hell turn. Every one that I cared and loved for disappears, and each of them were pieces of my heart, as they disappear they break a piece. My mother had once said that finding a mate is amazing, they give all the love you want, all the care you need, all the attention you desire. I had always believed that those words that came out of my mother's mouth had been nothing but lies that my mother's feeding me because of my past, she knew what I had gone through and yet she still hoped for me to find love somewhere, but love isn't easy, it's easy to fall but the consequences are dire.

The air was cold and wind flutter around the air, swaying the trees from left to right. I walked aimlessly in the woods, searching and patrolling for any signs of unwanted rogues or creatures. I patrolled for a few hours until I decided to head back, I opened the door to my temporary room and began my way to the bathroom, because of the training and running I've done today my body was covered in sweats, I turned on the shower and began to undress myself, ones I had finished I instantly remembered that I never brought a towel or clothing, I curse under my breath and decided to leave the cubical shower. I opened the door, still dropping wet only did I  find Shane sitting on my bed, he lifts his head up and lust instantly found it's  way inside him, his eyes roam my naked body in instant I find myself locked in his arms against the wall, his wolf sniffing my neck looking for that spot to mark me,

"little mate you know walking around naked and extremely wet is very dangerous"

he's voiced did not belong to him, my wolf stirred inside me, she's loving this, the feeling of his body against my naked one's, the heat radiating from him, she purred and wanted more.

There are times when I could control her and others not, unfortunately today is one of those days, I wrapped my arms around his neck , placed my lips against his, our lips molded perfectly together, we kissed with so much passion, lust and wants, I enjoyed this, I loved this, and this was scaring me, he lifts me off my feet and carried me to my bed, still well aware of my nakedness, he made his way to my neck, and I moan which made him growl, finally he stopped near the spot and looked at me

"Amica meá I really want to mark you, but I will wait until your ready"

I looked in his eyes, his wants and the need to mark me, marking was a big step, we've finished the step of going out and all that, maybe it's time, I know  it would be hard to handle, but seeing as he's my mate and I know that if he were to hurt me I would feel the pain but so would he. I wasn't going to suffer on my own, but maybe letting him mark me wouldn't change a thing well , minus me falling for him and reading his thoughts as well as his feelings.

I know soon enough he would lose control of marking me without my permission and now that he's doing his best of controlling his wolf made my heart flutter and I wanted him more, more that I knew it was over powering the fear of love slowly.

"I'm ready"

he looked taken back for a minute or so but I could see the way his lit up, the way he looked as me with more love, is that even possible,

"are you sure?, I know that it hasn't been that long but I don't to pressure you into marking, if you aren't ready I'm sure I can cool my wolf down for you, he and I both will wait, for as long as it take, but maybe not that long "

I chuckle  a bit, but was I truly ready for the mark?, he's willing to wait for so for me, willing to accept me through my shattered heart, he's willing to glue the tiny pieces back together for as long as it took, so yes I was ready, ready for the next step in our relationship, ready for this new beginning for both of us, he's my mate after all,

"yes I'm  sure, the fact that you are willing to piece me back together is enough evidence that I'm  sure I'm  ready for"

he smiled and looked at me then place his lips with mine, we synced perfectly, molded perfectly, we were meant to be together, the moon goddess has made a choice of placing me with him and I knew It would take time for me, but thanks to the moon goddess she paired me with a patient mate. He slid down to my neck finding that spot, the spot he would mark, and slowly he nibbled and teased, I moan and waited for that teeth to sink into my flesh, his canines slowly extended and then I feel the teeth sink in, at first it was painful then pleasurable, sending thousands of my electricity throughout my body, I wanted him more then ever, my body began to feel tired, before I could sleep just A thought entered to mine

"my beautiful mate"

then sleep  consumed me.
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Heyyyyyyy he marked her
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