(A/N: So sorry if this is very late! School is killing me with deadlines and tests almost everyday and I'm kinda in a sad situation with one of my friends right now)
Shawn's POV
That's it for this year's tour. Seven months worth of performing, going to different places and meeting lots of fans. Now, I'm flying back home to catch up with some stuff there.I sat down on the huge First Class seat onboard the flight to Toronto. Thank goodness tour's over. I can't wait to go back and enjoy my life for another year and a bit before I go on another tour.
I pull out my phone and tweet that I'm heading home, I know fans are probably gonna be crowded at the airport but I'm used to it. I pressed the first thing on my playlist and Don't Be A Fool began to blast through my headphones.
I gulped as I remembered what happened days before I left for tour.
**FLASHBACK**
"S-Shawn, p-please. You're the only one I've dated that actually been so sweet and loyal. Please don't let me lose you.."
"Shawn! Stop this nonsense! I love you and there's no-one else that I love as much as I love you right now!"
"D-Don't go..."
**END OF FLASHBACK**
I began to tear up and regret everything I've said to Y/N that day. I thought I'd be able to distract myself with tour but to be honest, she pops up in my mind almost every now and then. How can I let go of someone I truly love so much? I literally threw away everything she did for me, and now I can't even imagine how I'll feel if she did ever find someone else.
I skipped the song and played the next track, trying not to worry too much about the situation.
Your POV
I can't take it anymore. It's been seven months since Shawn left for tour and broke up with me. He's actually the only guy that I know who's really sweet, actually cares about me when I'm in doubt and always listens to my problems and never gets tired of hearing it.I never got rid of the stuff we got since we had our first date. Everything from stuffed toys to pictures, they were all still here. I wanted to throw them, but at the same time I can't. I just love him so much and keep hoping to myself that what he said wasn't true. I never found someone else, nor do I want to.
I want Shawn and only Shawn.
**FIVE HOURS LATER**
I just heard that Shawn's tour finished and that he was heading back to Canada to visit his family. On the outside, I should probably be moving on but on the inside, I just want him to be back together with me.
I heard a knock on the door in the middle of a music video I was watching (and yes, it's one of Shawn's). I went up to the door and opened it. My jaw dropped to reveal Shawn himself.
"H-Hi, Y/N..." He whispers and memories of when we were together flooded back into my mind.
I let him in and we both sat on the couch.
"So how was tour? I've heard you had lots of fun..." I began but he interrupted me abruptly.
"I'm sorry Y/N..." He tears up quickly and scoots closer to me. I wanna just kiss him so badly.
"I thought you and I would move on when I went on tour, and that it wouldn't work...I was obviously wrong." He wiped the tears with his shirt but my thumb took over the job.
"Shawn, muffin man don't cry..." I pull him in for a hug and he clings onto my shirt, letting all his tears out and I rub his back to calm him down.
"I'm sorry that I broke your heart, I'm sorry that I never kept in contact with you while I was on tour and I'm so sorry that I made you go through all this pain...you don't deserve this and I don't deserve you back. I really love you so much but I know how upset you must be with me..." He whimpers and nuzzles his face into my shoulder. I couldn't lie though, I love him a lot too.
"Shawn, never underestimate my love for you. It's too much that I'm scared that you'd do something like what you did...I never stopped loving you." I tell him and he looked up at me. I examined his face and my heart broke. Seeing him devastated like this makes me wanna cry too.
"I love you, Y/N. Only you." I hear him reply and those were the words that made my heart feel warm.
"I love you too, Shawn. Never do that again."
"I promise, Y/N. I'll be sure to keep it too." He replies and sniffled. I gave him a kiss on the cheek and he grinned.
"So, tell me about tour." I tell him and spent the rest of the day talking about what happened.
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Shawn Mendes Imagines [COMPLETED]
FanfictionThe title describes it all. Requests (except for dirty ones) are welcome. Have fun reading! // Le titre dit tout. Les demandes (à l'exception de avec un esprit tordu) sont les bienvenus. Bon lecture! *All imagines will only be in English...