Shawn Mendes Imagines [COMPLETED]

I just want the old Shawn back! [PART 2]

You woke up feeling pained cause you slept on the uncomfortable couch last night. You remembered everything that happened to you last night. Shawn coming home drunk and his hand colliding with your cheek.

You got up and went to the bedroom, Shawn was already awake.

"Y/N, I'm gonna go out today and..." Here he goes again. You started to cry.

"Babe, what's the matter?" He asks and you were surprised he said 'babe'. You couldn't remember the last time he said that to you. 

"Shawn, what happened to you? Just a few months ago, we were so happy! We loved each other, did everything together! It was all perfect! And when you became famous, I was so proud of you! You've done such a great job! But then you started to ignore me and find an excuse to try and stay away from me! Do you know how much it breaks my heart? I try to talk to you but you're always on your phone! You even hit me last night when you came home drunk again! We don't kiss, hug, hold hands... anything affectionate!! We don't do it anymore! You focus way too much on your career and famous friends! It's really starting to hurt me a lot! It seems as if.... as if you don't love me anymore!! And I just want us to do the stuff we did before! When we were a happy, perfect couple! I want us to kiss and hold hands. I wanna cuddle next to you in bed every night. I just... I just want the old Shawn back!!" You broke down in tears as you told him everything and stormed out of the room. You went to the back of the house and leaned against the wall. You slowly sled on it until you were sitting on the ground, head in your hands as you cried your heart out.

Shawn's POV
I listened to her little speech, it hurt me a lot. I was really a huge jerk to her. Focusing too much on my career that I forgot to spend time with Y/N. She's supposed to be my girlfriend. 

I started to tear up as I walked out of the room and looked for her. 

Your POV
You were still crying. A lot of tears had already stained your shirt, but you didn't want to be outside any longer. You went back in the house to find Shawn on the couch. His head in his hands and you hear him sobbing. I guess he finally understood your pain.

"S-Shawn..." You whisper. He stands up and faces you.

Tears continued to fall out of your eyes as he pulls you in for a comforting hug. It's been over 7 weeks since you two hugged each other.

"Y/N, sweetheart..." He whispers and nuzzles his face into your neck. 

"I-I'm so sorry..." He adds as you two cry together, holding onto each other tightly.

"I don't know why I did that... I-I guess I was so distracted by all the fame t-that I forgot you..." 

"Shawn, please don't forget me! I love you so much and it's too painful for me if you forget me..." You whisper back. You can feel his tears staring to stain your shirt, but you didn't really care. 

"I'm the worst boyfriend ever. I'm supposed to spend time with you as much as I can, but I didn't..." He whimpers and you can feel his body shake.

He must be in pain just as much as you.

"Shawn, can we go back to the way we were before? I just wanna do those things again!" You say.

He looks up at you. "Y/N, of course. I missed cuddling with you in bed, watching our favourite movies together....everything." 

"It's gonna take a while for me to change, but can you help me?" He asks, you nodded and he gives you a weak smile.

"Y/N, I love you and I'm sorry. I promise you things will be different from now on." He says sincerely and kisses your forehead.

"I love you too, Shawn. I hope you keep that promise." You reply and share a passionate kiss with him.

You may not have the old Shawn back...yet. But at least he's gonna change to make sure you're never left out on anything he plans.