Shawn Mendes Imagines [COMPLETED]

Life Emergency

**THIS IMAGINE HAS BEEN EDITED

You had your regular check-up at the clinic, and after that, Shawn promised you to dinner by the beach. The two of you have been together for just over 7 months, and hardly anything's been something to talk seriously about. You just finished your tests, when the doctor came in with a worried look.

"Miss Y/L/N, please have a seat." He said with anxiety, you did as he said.

"What's the matter?"

"There's really no easy way to say this, but I'm afraid you've been diagnosed with cancer. We're gonna start going through the treatment whenever you wish, but it's really unlikely it will get better anytime soon." He said, looking straight into your eyes with seriousness. 

"O-okay. Thanks, I'll let you know when I'll start." You informed him and went out of the clinic, where Shawn was waiting for you. 

You started to tear up as you know you're gonna die soon if treatment doesn't help. 

"Y/N baby, what's the matter?" He pulls you in for a hug and you accepted. He calms you down by stroking your hair and moving his hand up and down your back. 

"I-I've got c-canc..." You started, but Shawn immediately knows what it is and gets furious.

"Why!? Why does it have to be you!?" He screams, tears beginning to water out of his eyes.

"L-let's just go home and we'll talk about it there..." You told him, not wanting to get any attention from anyone. He nods and you two drove off. 

You two sat down on the couch as soon as you arrived, this was serious.

"So Y/N, what did the doctor say?" He asks, holding your hand.

"W-well, he said we can start treatment whenever..." He stops you and grabs the phone.

"Start it now..." He says and you rang the clinic. You had a conversation with the doctor and agreed to have tests and treatment in two days. 

"S-Shawn, what if I d-don't make it...?" You worry, he shakes his head no and pulls you in for a hug.

"Y/N, I could never think about you dying, you mean the entire world to me and to have you leave me is..." He stops as he covers his mouth with his hand and tears fall.

"...is very heartbreaking!" He sobs and nuzzles his face in your shoulder. The treatment hasn't even began yet and you two were already assuming the worst. 

The rest of the day was spent mostly about the issue.

***5 MONTHS LATER***

7:00PM

There have been little improvements since treatment began, your body suddenly started feeling very weak, and Shawn's been by your side every evening to kiss you goodnight. You were now staying in the hospital, and were waiting to get your results for your health today. 

"Shawn, if I do die, I just want you to know..."

"No, Y/N. You're gonna make it. I know you are, and if you don't, then I won't make it as well. Wherever you're going is where I'm going." He says, holding your hand.

"Okay, Miss Y/L/N, time for your results. Sir, please step out for a bit, this is kinda private." The nurse came in.

"I'm her boyfriend, is it okay if I listen as well?" Shawn says and you nod.

"Okay, Miss Y/L/N I really don't wanna to admit this to you but, honestly, you only have until around midnight to live. If you started treatment earlier before your checkup, then things could've been different. I'm sorry Y/N, sir I know this feels painful for you as well." The nurse told us everything. I see Shawn begin to tear up.

"I'll leave you two to have some time, anything you need just give me a shout." The nurse says and left.

"Y-Y/N.... baby...." He says silently, seeing Shawn like this makes your heart break. Usually, he's always very outgoing, charming and very bubbly. Now, you've discovered a side of him that you can't stand to see. 

He comes over to where you were and hugs you, his sobs growing louder every minute. You cry as well, only having less than 5 hours to go until your life on Earth is over. 

"Our one-year anniversary is coming up at midnight, and I-I had a great surprise for you if only you weren't here...." He confesses, you stroke his hair and kiss his forehead to try and calm him down.

"Shawn, please. I have only 5 hours left, please make it the best of my life. That's what I want for my anniversary present." You tell him. He nods and wipes his tears away.

For the rest of the evening, you two played games, told each other stories and singing to his songs. Before you two knew it, it was already 5 minutes to midnight. You start to feel weaker and weaker.

"S-Shawn, it's almost time. One more song, p-please..." You said tiredly, he nodded and got his guitar.

"I want you to remember this when you go. Y/N, these past 12 months have been the best out of my life, and I'm glad I spend them with you." He says, a tear starting to fall but he quickly wipes it away. 

He sings one of your favourite songs whenever you feel lonely, with no-one to hold onto if you ever had a problem. He plays his guitar and begins to sing.

(A/N: Listen to Never Be Alone while reading on; play the video on top of the first page)

"I promise that one day I'll be around
I'll keep you safe
I'll keep you sound

Right now it's pretty crazy
And I don't know how to stop or slow it down

Hey
I know there are some things we need to talk about

And I can't stay
Just let me hold you for a little longer now..." 

This was a personal favourite song of yours, he always sings it to you after a fight, or if you think he's not spending enough time with you. Tears cloud your eyes as he got to the chorus.

"Take a piece of my heart
And make it all your own
So when we are apart
You'll never be alone"

Shawn looks at you and tries to hide his tears as he continued to sing.

"You'll never be alone

When you miss me close your eyes
I may be far but never gone

When you fall asleep tonight just remember that we lay under the same stars

And hey
I know there are some things we need to talk about

And I can't stay
Just let me hold you for a little longer now"

Your sobs became louder as this verse states what's gonna happen to you soon. It's now less than three minutes to midnight, and your one year anniversary.

"And take a piece of my heart
And make it all your own
So when we are apart
Never be alone....."

The song was almost over, and he sang the last line beautifully.

"You'll never be alone."

You clap silently as he sets his guitar down and starts to sob. 

"Shawn, that was wonderful. You're such a great boyfriend and I'm happy that you're mine. I love you." You say, he sniffles.

"Y/N, you're so beautiful and amazing.  All the fights we had, the dates, everything. Thank you so much, I love you too." He says as the sobs increase.

Suddenly, you heard beeping, it's less than 15 seconds to midnight. Shawn quickly goes over to you and kisses you passionately, never breaking until you black out and he hears a single beep.

Shawn's POV

She's gone, 12:00 midnight on our one year anniversary, I kept the kiss going until she stopped breathing, making her life end feeling happy. I looked at her face, it still looks beautiful as ever. I gave her forehead a kiss and whispered to her, even though she can't hear me anymore.

"Happy one-year anniversary, my dear Y/N. Remember, you'll never be alone."