Shawn Mendes Imagines [COMPLETED]

Drunk and He Hits You [PART 2]

You continued to lay on the floor trying to soothe the pain in your throat. Shawn just choked you and you couldn't believe he'd do such a thing!

Tears continued to fall from both of your eyes as he hides his face in his hands. 

"Y/N...." He whisper but you were too shocked to reply.

"Shawn, h-how could you do that? You almost...y-you.." You tried to explain what he just did, but were too scared.

"I don't deserve you...after what I did to you and how I made you feel...it's time I make things right." He gets up and walks out of the room. 

You didn't want to confront him about this, you were emotionally and physically pained. Your throat still hurts a little and you went to the kitchen to get a glass of water. You teared up again and thought about leaving him. 

You decided to take a walk outside the backyard to calm your mind and try to forget the incident as much as possible. You stopped in front of the door leading to the garage and hear Shawn's crying. 

"Goodbye, Y/N..." He whispers and you hear a chair being kicked.

No, he better not be doing what you think he's doing!

You immediately went inside and gasped to find Shawn hanging with a rope tied tightly around his neck.

"SHAWN!! What are you doing!?" You picked up the chair and he sets his feet on it, loosening the grip on his neck just enough for him to breathe. 

You grabbed a huge garden scissor and used it to carefully cut the stiff rope tied to his neck without hurting him.

He runs off back to the house and you followed him before he could do anything stupid again. You teared up, not believing what he just did.

"S-Shawn, you scared me! Why did you do that?" Your voice cracked while he cries along with you. 

He couldn't respond due to shock, so you pulled him in for a hug. He holds you tightly as if letting you go would equal losing you forever. 

"I'm sorry, babygirl. I'm so sorry....I'm really sorry...." He repeats this phrase and bawls into your neck, you could feel a lot of his tears. You rub his back and you could feel him shaking. 

The sound of his crying is one of the worst your ears could ever hear. You wished that you could get rid of it but can't. 

"I'm sorry for hurting you...I'm sorry for getting drunk...and I'm sorry that I almost left you on your own!!" He whimpers and looks at you. You saw that his cheeks are red, eyes puffy and tears visible. 

"You were right, I should've let you know where I was. I didn't want you feeling worried but I did..." He nuzzles his face back into your shoulder and you continued to comfort him. 

"You probably deserve Cameron more than me. He is the one that can definitely treat you better. My song was a complete lie!!.." He begins to talk bad about his music, but you weren't gonna let that happen. 

"Shawn, you may have hurt me by hitting me or screaming in front of my face, but seeing what you did to yourself earlier hurt me the most! I can't even imagine how my life would be like without you..." You whimpered the last part and you hear him sniffle. He cups your face and holds onto it gently.

"Don't cry baby...I'm not gonna leave you." He reassures and kisses your forehead.

"Never do that again...you made me very worried." 

"I won't. I promise you that." He replies and hugs you again.

"L-let's just forget about this... I don't wanna make this fight the end of our relationship" You wanted to erase all of what happened and start fresh. 

He nods and offers you his hand as he stood up. You accepted it and both of you walked to the room cuddled in bed.

"Goodnight, Shawn. I love you." You whisper, turning off the light.

"Goodnight, Y/N. I love you too." He whispers and kisses your cheek as he wrapped his arms around you.

You rest your head on his shoulder and both of you dozed off to sleep.