Shawn Mendes Imagines [COMPLETED]

You Can't Take It Anymore [PART 1]

Tribute to High School Musical 2

Part 1 of 2

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You and Shawn were spending your summer vacation in Los Angeles. The first few days were awesome, spending time together and enjoying each other's company. But around one and a half weeks in, he blows you off by hanging out with the rest of the Magcon Boys. This didn't really bother you at first, but it's becoming routine. 

"Shawn, I've thought about what we could do tonight..." You started, but he interrupts you.

"Sorry, babe. I've already made plans with the guys tonight." He says and gets his jacket.

"Oh, okay. Um, tomorrow?"

"I've gotta rehearse with Camila for a duet for my new album." He replies, his tone becoming annoyed.

You tear up, Shawn looks like as if he doesn't wanna spend time with you anymore, that he doesn't even love you anymore. 

"Shawn! You always say that. Please listen to me for once...." You start but hear him talking on his phone. 

"Yeah? I'll be out there!" He says and leaves the room. 

Before you could even begin to talk, he rushes out the door and you looked out the window. Shawn was with his friends, having a good time until they hopped on the car and left to go somewhere. 

Tears began to water your eyes as you reached for your phone. When you unlocked it, you sob at the sight of your wallpaper. It was you and Shawn during prom, his hand holding yours and looking happy to be with you. 

This was not how you wanted to spend your summer vacation. You went to your things and began packing. By the time Shawn comes back, he can have the rest of the summer with his friends. 

Five hours later, you were finished packing your things, leaving no trace of anything. It was already 8:30 in the evening and already dark. You didn't even plan to leave anything for him to remember you. What difference does it make when he's gonna leave you by yourself to hang with his friends?

You picked up your phone and called your mom. You told her you were flying back home to Canada. 

You pulled your two huge bags as you walked along the pathway leading to the exit. Away from the resort. Away from Los Angeles, and away from Shawn. 

Out in the distance, you see Shawn with his group of friends. You didn't wanna interrupt and continued your walk.

"Alright! See you tomorrow guys!" You hear him say to them and you tear up. He really doesn't wanna spend time with you anymore. 

He walks off, until he sees you with your two bags. Worry fills his eyes as he ran towards you.

"Baby? W-Where are you going?" He asks.

"Away from this place, and away from you!" You reply back while crying. 

"What did I do?" He wonders as he wipes your tears away. 

"Blowing me off for your friends everyday? Ignoring me when I'm trying to talk to you!? I've tried to tell you that it's hurting my feelings but you always brush it off! I can't take it anymore, Shawn. I'm sorry." You tell him sadly and began to walk, but he follows you.

"No, Y/N I'm..." 

"Just save it, Shawn. Go be happy with your friends. Because I don't see how I'm important to you anymore." You reply, sounding soft as you were too tired to scream at him. 

You began to sing.

(A/N: Play the video on top of the first page while reading on) 

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days

Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
Is always rearranged

It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay....

He shakes his head no. You walk a little faster and hear his sobs behind you. You wanna go back and hug him, but this was the best option for you.

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now, I gotta go my own way

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall every time.... 

You remove the necklace and promise ring he gave you on your two-year anniversary and held it in your hand. Memories came into your mind about your relationship. The kisses, cuddles and compliments. 

Another colour turns to grey
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away

I'm leaving today
'Cause I gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now, I gotta go my way...... 

Shawn catches up to you and sings along, you turn around and listened to him. He sounded beautiful, but you had to be strong for yourself.

What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
What about trust?
You know I never wanted to hurt you

And what about me?
What am I supposed to do?
I gotta leave but I'll miss you...... 

He comes up and hugs me for the last time. I hug him back and cry into his shoulder. He does the same.

"Don't go..." He whimpers as you sobbed together. 

"What happened to us, baby?" You whimpered back as he holds you tighter. You slip the necklace and promise ring in his pocket without him knowing. You decided that it's finally time to go and be strong. You pulled out of his grip quickly and ran away with your two bags.

So, I've got to move on and be who I am
(Why do you have to go?)
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
(I'm trying to understand)

We might find a place in this world someday
But at least for now
(I want you to stay)
I gotta go my own way 

You sped up but he doesn't seem to be running after you. You waited for the taxi to pick you up and take you to the airport. You see Shawn break down behind you.

I've got to move on and be who I am
(What about us?)
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
(I'm trying to understand)

We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now, I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way..... 

You hopped on the taxi and saw Shawn for the last time as you drove off. 

Shawn's POV
My girlfriend's gone. She left me, all because I decided to ditch her. What kind of boyfriend am I? 

I felt something in my pocket as I reached in. It was the necklace and the promise ring I gave to her on our 2-year anniversary. I broke down into tears as I held onto them. The pain was too much. My Y/N left me forever, and doesn't wanna be with me anymore.