6/1/17
I feel disgusted. Music (band) is the only thing keeping me alive right now. Just the uplighting feeling of playing a trumpet or marimba is like a addictive substance.
I can't get enough of it.
I want to get better.
But I also just want to die
Die
I want to die
that means no more music
a bit sad
but at this point I'm so tired.
My heart psychically feels heavy.
I'm tired
-entry time: 7:20pm
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depressing thoughts
Non-Fictionan assortment of entries where I talk about my own mind. -current status; not well
