7/21/17
disgusted.
I feel so disgusted right now. My throats feels like it's closing. I want to throw up. I am that disgusted.
I am disgusting
I am uglyI am beyond ugly
I am a form so horrendous to look at.
I am not even human at this point. I'm just a disgusting living thing. No purpose in this world only just to serve of the reminder to not be me.I'm fat and ugly.
I'm crying right now. I want to be thin. To be beautiful. My goal is to weight 90 pounds. I want to be skinny.That is true beauty.
My face is hideous but that is something I cannot change.
I need to fix my weight. I need to stop eating. I need to throw up
I need to throw up now
I feel so disgusted right now.
I want to die.
-entry time: 11:56pm
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depressing thoughts
Non-Fictionan assortment of entries where I talk about my own mind. -current status; not well