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6/29/17

  I am beyond furious with my mother.
if you can even call her that.

Right as I'm about to fucking leave for music she comes into my room and started yelling at me to clean it up.

And then proceeds to tell me I'm not going to music if I don't clean it.

Fucking 10 minutes before practice starts.

I don't have time for this so I scream back at her yelling that she should've told me earlier not fucking 10 minutes before.

She pulls at my shirt and tells me to put  on a different one because it's unflattering and tells me I'm not going.

I'm fucking done.

As of right now my brother is going to take me instead.

I'll update on whether I ended up going or not.

I fucking hate everyone.

  -entry time: 12:50pm