5/13/18
"I'm too sad to sleep"
And his response was
"Sleep > worrying about shit"
I knew I was annoying
I hate myself
and his morning he did not text me back
he simply
read my message
I don't want to message him at all today
he's probably annoyed
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
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-entry time:8:23 am
Update
I am absolutely disgusting
I am fat
and ugly
a disgrace
he is probably tired of me
and I don't blame him
my mother
bought me a scale today
and said
"use it everyday to see what's wrong with you"
I am fat
I know what I am
A disgusting piece of shit
10:23pm
Update
He makes me so
Happy
whenever I speak with him he just
makes me so
Happy
my heart feels good
it only lasts for a bit until he has to leave
but it's such a good feeling
I love him so much
So goddamn much
10:48pm
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Non-Fictionan assortment of entries where I talk about my own mind. -current status; not well
