depressing thoughts

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7/10/17

   Tired. As always.

I always have no energy to get up from my bed. I spend almost the entire day just laying there.
Skipping a few meals because I don't feel hunger.
Laying there, taking naps that last a few hours.
Not doing anything psychical.

My grandmother walked into my room a week ago, yelling at me to get up because I'm useless if I don't do a anything.

Telling me that something wrong with me.
Asking me what happened to me that made me like this.
Telling me that this is some kind of Great Depression or something.
Asking me if anyone did anything to me.

My response, as always, was ," aHAHHA no nothing happened to me I'm just lazy"

but am I really?

And I can't fall asleep at night very easily anymore. It becomes more difficult to force myself to sleep.

I'm tired

-entry time: 10:21am